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Chapter
(him)
vague impression of his grandmother, not gradually, but has never been so, especially after her death. Compared to the years in her lifetime, after the death of their loved ones recall more pieces put together with a block of time into a relatively full life. Description of many novel Road - And the more he felt that the general be mixed among the more composed of small individuals, so much of life is He almost pessimistic vision, if have to be traced back to the beginning of the life of my grandmother, but also have to use Sometimes water is split rock, sometimes stranded in rocky, sometimes linger in the mash ... ... it gets in the flow of the finer, more weak, until the fifty-year-old, partially paralyzed on crutches. Once a serious, in the third stroke, my grandmother lying on the bed completely. He looked through her thick glasses and a circle to see her, smell the rotten odor inside the house, many years later, he remembers SJ north bloom outside the window open, a whirring of a whirring down the tree head.
He fancied that she was standing under the acacia trees with bamboo poles, forced to play down the clusters of Sophora japonica L., the ground slowly covered with light green calyx and whitening of the flowers, some wild bees hovering in the air. Sophora japonica L. can be steamed to play down the food, flour and salt with a dry end to the thin sprinkle, side scatter while stirring, and let the SJ surface coated with flour and salt all at the end, into the Long Ti in steamed, then topped with a little pepper oil, sprinkle with chopped green onion, mix garlic, you can eat. His mother will do for him, always make a big tub, and he always finished. The grandmother was never cook. something! He also mentioned the voice asked again, he heard her throat sounded slightly myself slightly myself, he closed his mouth, waiting for her answer, but she still can not understand the issue of his voice, as if the water quickly into the vortex ring . He began to lose patience, take it for granted for her to find out the answer, In fact, he had to do not want to stay there. I do not know why, could not move, she will teach a cane than ever, she is more terrifying, he always worried about every moment, she suddenly sat up in bed, jump and even fly with the same Kuchai fingers firmly grasp him. And he worries in this unprovoked ventured, with a variety of reasons into the grandmother's room, attempting to provoke her, carefully, nervous manner. He is both the fear of violence from her, and looks forward to her soared. He is both willing to enter the room, can not stay long. His trick is to worry about the outcome of the game between him and grandmother, when home without an adult, my grandmother and her room is no longer black and white, they become one, the mystery seems to have some kind of evil,UGG shoes, a hissing red letter sound of the gilded serpent.
these, is his grandmother, all the impression it? Should be more than that, but only those that counts. He saw her feet hanging out of my covers, like the stars dumplings - and a tightly curled toes, scaphoid high uplift, the top of the thin skin was pale, as if out of the bone to the top of the same. Slowly he scratched her soles of the feet with your fingers to see she did not respond, but also increased the power of Naoliao look, ... ... or indifferent. Suddenly he was afraid of them, stand up and take a look at her face, her glasses after the relaxation of the eyelid.
Then sit down and observe the grotesque bird's feet - from a grandmother in itself seems to become an independent individual - he began to worry, this is not afraid of her die, but doubt blame the president of the thickness of domesticated hen's feet yellow hair, or nails are instantly become high pitched long, just like the full moon night of the werewolf that.
he does not turn eyes to stare at it a little bit of Wang Menkou back, and finally ran out, shouting, and stood in the way of cement compound, he began to laugh hysterically, feeling himself once again to escape a fear of the wound, and all this fun, just like that lasted half a month, and a wild cat's against common fascinating ... ... (2010.5.14)
(I)
< br> low-grade tobacco. He half-sat on the sofa, the whole body forward towards me, holding hands interaction, arrived in the thigh, face wrinkles, stretch, be mixed a fine light texture, it is not drying to the folds of light inside. Balcony at the moment the light hit to his profile, very sculptural.
, your mother's dress to wear for years ... ... do not know what went close? I did not remind him to continue to talk, reality, the picture I have seen. Time-burning, long since faded into dim vision blurred. Photo of my grandmother was young, hot popular at that time the first wave turned outward, sit on a single thin arm on the sofa. My impression at this time her declining health of the calf rich, the cheongsam was under the Xiece, slender fingers, on my knee. Stood a chubby boy, but the three-year-old look - is my uncle, that wrinkled clouds of the are supporting. Another slightly larger slope of girls sitting in my grandmother's feet, burning Hanamaki head, card issuers have a big bow, hand holding a bouquet of flowers, the whole body cover in a lace princess dress, the white calf socks, kicking a pair of shoes with a dark sub-loop. She was my mother, now old, photographs Shining eyes become cloudy and picked up newspapers must first find the reading glasses.
woolen material from behind the scenery seems to see that they specifically went to the studio. All this happened before in 2049, an almost completely off every era. Recovery was difficult for me to picture - prom, Shengge, rickshaw, houses, dress, Yang Yi Zi, French perfume, jazz ... ... they are not that long ago before entering the life? Are they just disappeared for some time, once again return visit? Why bring them to give me is a new experience? Coca-Cola is like drinking fresh hot the first hiccup. I perceived the progress of time, only a personal sense, and in six or seven years ago, they live this way? I suspect that the first cycle as a new beginning.
photos are proof, if I close my eyes and remind the whole world would immediately restore the static - the river in the still, the mountains in the still, the wind hung in rape, the sparrow flew over the crotch between the solidification When stopped for tiny insects over the slopes, there are blocks of clouds floating in the sky forever ... ... the Western Cape all stay in the field of vision, as if, as in the photo copy. Grandmother of the young season as fresh cream cake, the rest of the landscape like a fancy colored cream cake encrusted, they belong to the vibrant imagination, memories are dying, is that wearing a cheongsam hot focus on peaceful look on her face, side 3 / 4 face to the camera, sixteen past three p.m..
(2010.5.15)
(he was with it)
belly white, brow also has two white hair, huge size, it seems enough to have nine, ten pounds of the way, fury will bow from the entire body, ready to leap out in general. Because, he invaded and occupied its territory. But he believes that it is his.
primary school when he was about four or five year bar. Unit together with his parents moved to a new city, for the first time live in the building. The new compound is a white five-story blocks of buildings, like matchbox uniform, but most have not accommodated. Summer arrived, the empty floor in the yard full of weeds, there are twelve Long Zhaohuai during high-rise, but leaves most of the defects, the above crawling around in unbridled Huai silkworm, plump; mice, regardless of the chaos during the day and night channeling; Malu pine tree from the outside walls to climb down, lying on the cement floor open; Armadillidium nocturnal, living in grass, gravel below the danger of fooling themselves to meet quickly curled into a circle; well head is big black ants and small body big head, small brown ants, looks funny, like the head heavy sinking barely crawling as Waiwaidaodao.
afternoon after school, he would not go straight home, always swift to turn over the house walls, one to suffer a tour in the wall. His long military yellow bags belts more freely, the bags are dragged in the butt, beat the step, inside the tin stationery and pencils triangular scale ruler pen crash sound, a distinct rhythm. To the middle of the fourth family, he jumped into the yard, relying on the cement balcony railing to sit down, took out a book from the bag look. Parents are usually prohibited by the so-called martial arts, he rented from a rent book, and one day a dime. Especially good-looking, or just joined a new book to be a five cents. To save time, he must pay close attention to read.
at the moment, the whole building is also fully is his, or his self-righteous, he can arbitrarily into someone's yard. Bamboo fence export corridor sealed, and the courtyard but no locked gates leading to the room, sometimes he went in, stood empty yo, dazzling white middle of the living room, pull a section of the light switch lines. Some light does not shine there, every pull, reed crisp clicks were amplified in the echo, a kind of shocking taste. Full of damp around the damp smell of lime, a little bit of urine smell of urine gas. He stayed for a while, and sometimes ran into the corridor, step across two or even three steps of the stairs. But more often feel uninteresting, so back to the yard to sit down and concentrate on reading.
at the moment, black cat in action in another household, it has just eaten a mouse, now Chi satisfaction was, lying half awake basking in the sun on the steps. It sends the satisfaction of cooing, for a licking paws, perfunctory, and wash your face with both entertaining, one would turn over and continue snoring. It smell the smell of grass, and transpiration from the soil in the sun smell of fish, a green fly in the side going around, and sometimes it actually stopped in the nose, making it a little angry, but when the green flies fly away, are immediately forgotten.
it inspected the whole building, more than once, every floor, every room, every corner, as long as it can jump up. It does not like it, boring, cold, slippery floor, go up it does not Jiaogan. The door of each household, both strokes of the symbol with the Pink - accessibility potential, Chen Yong, Fang Hongwei, Han Xiaomei ... ... It also unaware that the site is facing abuse, not the owner of these names, although in practice it all belongs to them, it is large by a young animal abuse. He stood on the walls loudly announced: Emperor whole building!
at the moment, the wall clock refers to the twelve past four p.m..
(2010.5.16)
(I and We)
... ... I stood under the old family wings, just bid farewell to his uncle, his latest one to catch train back to the city to be fear of tomorrow to work Monday. Nine to five of life, I feel strange, so the total can ignore the importance of it for most people. Cheng uncle hurried trip to see my mother, did not enjoy about it, then. My mother and I want to send him to the train station, a bus schedule that he insisted we go back, it. you go back, go to bed earlier. I have to fear is estimated to be ten points, do not give you the phone, call back tomorrow morning - However, some contented mother, I advised her to go back and rest, and I'm going there to take advantage of peripheral vision, walk around alone, but after a long look at the growth over the school compound. She nodded and agreed.
went out walking, look up at all familiar strangeness. I have seen the floor, turn a blind eye in the house seem more real in the dim, and unlike the impression of the brand new, full of vitality. White Tower, now the wind into dark khaki, some carbon black water marks from a lot of winding down the roof, like the old woman makeup. I suddenly with a strange feeling - I was with another observation with me all this, a much smaller me. Slightly longer than the average Xiaoping Tou keep some hair, Phi straight down, messy sideburns, thin body, but the face is round and looks more like a girl. Why did he stay in the hair, because every time he is suffering hair for torture, he tried to escape. He wore a striped shirt sea, too big, seems empty. A general blue sweat pants, a character asks the two lateral side inserts. Back of the foot of a pair of brand shoes, toe protection with a yellow rubber pads ... ...
we stood empty downstairs first, there are several windows had already been revealed light yellow and white mixed. Metasequoia front of the building taller than the roof is higher, the trees swaying slightly, to a large angle to look up to see the whole, the ground seems a long dark green lawn unattended, in the shade in the wanton growth of cedar, like scattered tangled hair.
to the building, and are crafted for each yard, planting a lot of ornamental plants and flowers, a Unit of gardenia smell of incense mixed with the food came, the home yard of brown Shar Pei flutter in the iron gate, watching us through the gap, mouth issued anxious We went to the fourth stop, from the yard look messy rampant weeds, the owner has long been the move. In this light, this will be the king of the territory now? We have to smile, his laugh loud and fun, and I should only affect the mouth, although similar inner joy.
Aunt Lee you'd still at home, she should be with two children. begins with a second child. A child aged less than scouring the end! not a month, the eldest daughter also sent over the child, and she meant it that you gave her second child with, and not by the way also to bring me with you? them, they want to live. where she said she had no time to play.
good way to deal with.
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years, we have old, want to help you take also take no more. people are with a small grandchildren, I have nothing to do with your dad. to go to the supermarket did not stay by me, your dad, he does not love water and soil ... ...
... ... ... ... I do not know how to stir the stagnant air, and looked up at the clock - at last fifty.
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(he was with them)
March 1948 Xu, Yan Cheng leisurely city aroma, camphor sides of the road exudes sticky but pleasant taste, the early release of payments Silver Flower Mizusawa in a grass-like gas in the draw slightly bitter traces persist, sweet gardenia fragrance, and plane trees dandelion seeds floating all over the place, fans of the human eye. He clearly saw a black cat walking the streets of the quiet, thick tail tilted the same flagpole, through the Central Bank, Dresdner pawnshop, Ruisheng Tang drugstore, Yu Hing Road went through Midian, gently in the corner jump, gone.
teeth child in the way he sat down, feeling chilly. Children sat on the floor like this there are many, and not unexpected. He waited for a young woman wearing a cheongsam, with three rounds of two children from the human down, in the money in her purse to the driver from the gap, including two children, a boy ran fast forward, big mouth cried, The boy ran a few steps, but seems to lose interest, his imaginary cat does not appear, or that he feared too far away from her mother? He turned around and obediently back, the woman smiled, and pulled the girl's hand welcome the past. They bought two bunches of candied fruit in the street, the children happily eating and went into the studio Liu-fang. There is a wandering Taoist priest stuck behind ebony Bob, gray hair is covered with the brown Indus Fei Xu, and he stood still, watching three men hidden in the studio's door, shaking his head in silence, suddenly scurry stride forward, a large fleeting fluttering sleeves.
My grandfather thought that even if the fight over the Communist Party, nor so fast? he did not reckon clear. At the end of tension, and in 2049 he bought a ticket, the family packed a bag and rushed to the pier, the last one boat away the ... ... life! What is life? I thought I was too young to understand fate. If I can substitute grandmother's the last of life, lying in bed, vertigo and deafness, regardless of winter and covered with blankets to no more than differences in thickness. Cheng pulls her back, combing the alley past each county, four into four of the courtyard, the courtyard is decorated with a pair of Pacific-cylinder, five towering stack of wharf wall ... ... my father is sitting together, a slight cough fold the loose again to open the city to ... ... ... ... larger and more prosperous ... ...
the current bed huddle with another boy who is curious about? Tentatively tickling her soles of the feet itching, really naughty. She wanted to frighten the touch of the toes, or he with his game, so do it, but it seems no longer dominate the lower limb operations. She despairs, but Coushang to the boy, looked at his face - must wrinkles dark spots all over the students - he said trance to understand some of the reality - the grandson is standing in front of, hey, she issued from the throat cuckoo's voice answered him, and the boy turned around and left the room.
breeze. Her fingers move, feeling life was like water, dripping from the fingers quietly.
(2010.5.18)
(he and I)
another day, his sleeves filled with mud, as he fell into a river.
spring of that year, uncharacteristically shallow water, was placed in the river bed in some stones and bricks have been to the other side, adults can easily open arms to swing the balance through, so he tried - Conquest of this never crossed the river, but its end is sitting in river mud in the wail. His hand stays in the river bed, the other hand weeping. He wah-wah tears, hope and adults came to hear his arm, Qinliang the water flow from between the fingers, dripping from the cheek side, and that the cry of the Universal Declaration of losing the general panic and pain, he saw the river on both sides mulberry twigs for straight to the top of the head,UGG boots cheap, sparse light from the blade edge through the next, and the sky green and blue and dark and dazzling, the river shines like silver eyes, a little bit away from the hand.
secretly laughing his suspicion, his eyes bent Crescent Moon, bantered. If not, why they face feel a fever? He was prepared to do not sit, do not show weakness to these imaginary enemy, and he felt cold ass, love the river more than Loach rampant. He insisted on a rock, a hard swipe stood up, pants, bags of water crashed down the stream, he was a little cry and felt miserable, but he switched between the courage and finally stopped the tears.
if not directly across from the river, he can choose another shortcut leading to the school - from the abandoned barn turned over the wall collapsed. It also requires plenty of nerve, collapsed and a half wall next to the pigpen, kept two huge plump black pigs, they are manic, the total hum with the arched mouth half the height of the wall from the unearthed, exposing the white Flower of the teeth. He suspected that one day, two animals which will become wild boar, about to break through barriers to see people bite Xianfo kill the Buddha. So every time over the wall will be nervous, timid side to act towards one side does not forget them Chanxiao pigs. They turned a deaf ear they simply hum. He wanted to, they may really not satisfied, pen stinks, who is not willing to live in their own excrement in.
very strange - he actually thought of sitting riverside in shackles in the two pigs that, if they can bring them to this day, not far from the river to wash bath, a walk. Eating grass under the tree structure of a bite, or will they feel comfortable. Even cat climbed over the stomach, and on the ground Dazhao Gun children. Pigs do it? He was not sure.
as now he can only drag the remnants go to school, they like Water Monster who tick. Wet bags, keep the name of the buttocks, the strength of heavy than usual, he heard the squeak shoes torsional twist in the issue of squeak sound of water, every step is loud and funny, he laughed and began trotting forward, so that the blame sound more cheerful rapid, and even ignored the face of the embarrassment of the students.
only can remember that - he sat at his desk edge, constantly pulled from the bag of various books, most terrifying of them all like a dog's tongue. Table with the girls laughed silently muzzled,bailey UGG boots, and he also takes into account not her pants are administered to the whole magic spell, tightly close to the skin feel awful. He suddenly Incredible! When they ran it? Cover have long been close to body temperature. He giggled, as if the mud into the sleeves own intentional ... ...
afternoon home, parents not work. Maternal grandmother quietly in bed, as always. He said: tail, if carefully identified, can also be seen around the site of the first two mustard with the size of the ears.
type of clay in a well ventilated cat on the windowsill, he thought of a few days after drying, give it coated with oil, and finally will have a colorful cat out.
You'll never given up?
. Now that I think is a toy cornet like it? large bell turned over outwards. in your dreams, do not always walk out of a team from that bell up tin soldier? , a click ... ... one, two, three, four, five. one after another coming out from the bell to start small to see the body type, once out of the speakers, to the outside space, the pace will be accompanied by rhythm for just a bigger. until almost full of my brain was not up! but as long as the fever will come. Then a shot in the shoulder or back, 'Do not think about, go play over there.' They just take it as a nightmare, a child's imagined nothing more.
wearing gray robes of the ancient priests, and sometimes becomes a woman, also from the clouds on the fly. and feel incredible, her. I also told her that she gave me the horn must be something magic. There was a time, I even suspect that grandma is not a witch? pretend not move, in fact, know everything,UGG boots clearance, what it can do. a few times fever I want to destroy the horn, but not resolved, after all, that was my favorite toy. , but also have you?
Monday, October 18, 2010
Thursday, October 14, 2010
one the festival habits
Oh one the festival habits?
friends a simple dialogue, I felt a cold air came to Hainan. Who can understand the heart of the sorrow and grief?
recall from germinating like to really love with, how many ups and downs along the way through. However, I only have myself witnessed everything.
primary school, hand in hand we go to the movies, he said to me, At that time the feeling of how Oh ~ He is Zhang *. A note to the first one I think a good long guy. Like penguins, penguin clothing he was wearing too. Is preceded by the kind of pocket on both sides through. Really cute, white face reveals a Run Red. Kind of get a piece of the impulse. At that time did not want to own things and the kids say, because I think they are too young, naive, and said do not understand. To buy a small notebook, the above record daily happiness. The most funny is, my bad language from primary school. Diary typo talk, but they do not know a lot of words to use the phonetic annotation. Of course, later on, to find that antique, looked a long time, laughed a long time. The diary is estimated that only I can read the.
Primary 6 years passed quickly, did not think my math's actually 100 points. Only two people got the whole class of 100. A man on a city focus. But I score only 86 points because of the language, saying on a Tianjin called School Choice students so I was assigned to belong to class to go faster. Tianjin, in addition to general secondary school choice students rise to other sources from the They are more be said to be mischievous students. I was assigned to three shifts. Class teacher and school director like me very much. Seems to be because the relationship between my mother. Class teacher to me as On the high school male students have a very good, but, hey, I think he always peeped my class. (In junior high school when I was really pretty. At least a very thin very thin.) However, newly enrolled in a school assembly soon, I met my up to now, the longest time to recover from a boy - Shen * . That good-looking does not look good, that good learning is not good to learn that playing is not playing. Which are not outstanding, I wonder how I will like him. A chase is a three-ah, unfortunately, hey no hand. In three years time, I did a minor celebrity at school. Received love letters, forced to do someone else's girlfriend (of course I indomitable Kazakhstan), containment of girls ... I said ... Well, our school was chaotic. Think of some of the names of people chasing me I do not remember. Boys seem to have a long Jinggangshan. There were many girls after him, his family and I lived quite near. At first we were friends, go home from school, he was not our class, so after he was downstairs waiting for me, I always feel ill in the eyes watching me. Proved not wrong in my perception. Do not know when to develop the bad habits. Who is to me so I will definitely talk again without him life. Because I saw of him. On Sun *, H *,UGG boots clearance, Li **, Zhang **, and so are like this, now think of it that really should not. Once, when the lunch break, my friends and I went outside to see if there anything good to sell. I just went to pick up a booth bracelet to hear a guy say, I know who. I was frightened. Is his. The next night outside waiting for me after the repair, have to send me home. He is after a few classes, I have the impression that they are never good. Vaguely remember his name * Lei. But he was one of our school bully 10. I seek in recognition of his brother was to send me home, but saw him, Crazy, I can only put up a very nasty man himself sent me home. Then I forgot how to solve his. Because there seems to have his eye on me buddy. If my friends see me now certain that I write something in the bragging. Haha. But I was always so popular, maybe they have never seen it really beautiful! In the junior high school, 9, sworn sisters, my line of five. But still, the best there is only one relationship - Cheng Li. Perhaps because she never jealous of me and my boys around it. The elder sisters and other boys took place more or less conflict because I do not want to. So far I have felt that a woman I am most sorry that Meng Na. If you can see, I'm here to say sorry for that year, if you choose to accept it. In fact, if only because then I pay you for that boy's worth. Fengfengguangguang to junior high school life, fleeting. As ordinary high school students admitted to high school line in the year is not a very easy thing, but also the best math, language is the worst.
heart with pride came to my private high school --** School, an elite school that count, at least I think so. 6000 annual sponsorship fee, so many families are discouraged. But at that time because my mom and dad are good reasons for the work, I became one of his students. Our school is just the second batch of students in this school, that is, no third year. If the big schools, only two grades, but not many people. So for the two grades to interact more, and I know the king Yanbei. Although we do not have any contact now, and I want to thank her for my help. High School, where O ~ a failure, my first love, pay **. Look at the high school has started, my dear mother, may never think that my love is that he may never know my mother as early as 16 years old I was already in love and first kiss to him. The first was Love is so sweet but hard to do. All boyfriend may be in time with him the longest. We are together, there is little elf king * do By Chen Jie, then high school, when people die like a dog I have. Kazakhstan, sat on his bike, we shuttle every street in Tianjin. Really happy, and then we returned to his home, his mother, his mother and I always joke, very good. I saw the opening of the mother. His mother, a small cool, with his study well, two people went to college with ... ... just kidding, Does not he know what his son is the kind of person thing. Because in junior high school after only regret not and with the small fry, do not feel very fun when the big sister. Pay is such a person, he is the school of public figures, of course, is negative, with all top five, for a high school student, smoking, drinking, fighting, skipping class, the girl is considered juvenile delinquents. I was with him purely pull the wind of mind. His family in good condition, but in my memory, he only bought me a rose, a bottle of Sprite, a couple rings, it would only rose in my way home to lost, so that the bottle of Sprite students drink, and that gave him the ring. Oh, and a photo, but a fire to me, in fact, was very sorry not to stay as a souvenir. Haha, in order to remember the love in the face, of course, I did not forget. And his end is because I go to work, he was every day waiting for me downstairs in the mall after work and then go home. In the eyes of others I could be happy, but I'm tired of living without passion, but also tired of the boys can not afford not dedication, that is,Bailey UGG boots, the type of small fry. Little about their future role is not, and in the eyes of others I may or bad girl, but I'm not! Missed Chen Jie, my eyes fell on the next Mrs * arts classes. Good to high-ah, and the length really good, like to wear orange, and later his sisters nickname is But they despise my people, so disappointed, ah, ha ha. We were together two physical education classes, wow, his campaign is more handsome. Each time, I secretly look. Although my body Gaobu Gao, play basketball pretty good but at least physical education teacher, so praise me. Since then I fell in love with basketball, Each time their class I go to basketball games, but also quietly cheer for him. Hey ~ again not long before his side a beautiful girl appeared, at least, really good shape, that their conscience, they are a good fit. At the time my body has begun to distort the, ah, ah good grievance better to do something sad ah. Instant to third year, we are semi-commuting-type schools. You can attend a day school high school sophomore, third year to live on campus. Because every day of the study hall to get on to 12:00 pm (Why did not feel tired? But is still alive?) Back to the dormitory is eat supper, basically instant noodles, better school conditions are good, with air conditioning, but also is open to the required time. Eat and drink enough, we started to raise flashlight under the covers began to fight. Next morning got up at 6:00. That day! The third year non-human life. At this time, he was bored when I discovered, thiophene, basketball superb, but say something hurtful, he's not long, the eyes small, but high school sophomore girls who like to watch him play basketball . Oh, forgot to say, he is our class, and it is streaming over the six classes. Once I'm so nervous, ah, he was playing basketball on the court, I heard there is a girls cheer for him, I rushed to the field like a mad man around to look for the central source, also barefoot and shout, . Now think of it felt good shame ah, hehe. I live in the 404 is a beautiful gathering place, 1 idiot, either 2, grandmother, 3 small-Hui, Cui 4, 5, is what I pulled 6 concubine. 4, it is all as the school beauty, class spend at least the characters, I think she looks like Zhang Bo Zhi. I have everything on their minds and talk to her, that her experience than I do and she put Zhao said. But a little later feel betrayed by friends taste, and now want does not matter, after all, like it was just spur of the moment, or the entrance to the partial pressure. Oh ~ entrance went well, let the teacher was shocked, I think she never dreamed college lines on my examinations, and successfully read the University is the first in our class who is away at college girls. To this end I am proud of - she had, and my family that I can only specialist in Tianjin on, let me die too cool.
through the clouds, across the Yangtze and Yellow Rivers. Haikou Meilan aircraft rest on the airport. Was 12:00 midnight, the heat wave in the air I find it difficult to breathe. God, why did I come here ah! In addition to coconut trees can not see anything. 9 # 128 is my home of four years, an obscure corner of the world where the pain gives me a place to bring me joy. The bright sound of a super sub as Na Ying Rong, like the super long Bibi, a lot of people chasing her thing, so I called her looks. She and I really have a story about endless. Meng Meng small eyes, saw that a humble niu silly, feeling as if married mad (although it turned out, I think I'm the one who married mad.) Before I came to Hainan as early as I knew our class there is also in Tianjin, I wish he was a guy, ha ha. Unfortunately, she was my roommate Super. Super-masculine, I nicknamed her, tomboy. Of course, Hamei so cute nickname on the left to myself. Land is perfect for military training, military training for 13 days because 10 days in the rain, haha. Many small episode, the most funny thing is after a heavy rain, the school's drainage system is not good, not covered drainage channel, the water flooded road in turn, can not see the foot of the road, the students one by one the thump thump on the go, the better Super easy to use my eyes. As noted later about parties, they also touch the fish in it. What people are silent. In military training, when there is a super nasty boys, but fortunately he was not in our class. Then listen to our classmates, I instructors in the military evacuation time, we all ... ..., hey, I'm embarrassed to say so. Cut did not say that, on the freshman year, every night there are people who call me to chat, I do not know how they know the phone number in our dormitory. But also on time at 11:30 midnight, for 2 hours, I was embarrassed to hang up. Hey, only they endured. Sophomore year, I began to have second boyfriend, but my friends do not recognize that he is my boyfriend, because we only dated for 3 days. Ridiculous it, that I bother to bring Ye Hao, worth mentioning that I recklessly, with no sense of why dragging each other after it, is not it. I have a boyfriend and a third name, and his interaction time is not long, it for a week, I was also the reason for breaking up him, I found no feeling, he found that he did not feel I had. And I said he broke up, gave my hand song Adu's Bear basketball great, really, he was team Polytechnic Institute, the main force in their class. Often two-thirds vote requirements, his fans a lot. After the breakup, he and a girl fall in love in their class, this is not strange, strange thing is that the female students in Tianjin. Ha. They are very affectionate. Good. The fourth boyfriend, and hey, is purely random bit out of your friends. As a necklace, because the necklace pendant. Luo, long good class assembly, eyes wide open, so thin so thin, obsessive game. One evening, 11:30, and he let me wait for him outside the building, and I put our quarters who forget, stay with me so call out, Hey, wait a pack of Crystal Love. Oh so happy, so that when the. However, the most important person in life there. As Romania does not send me on the plane home, I was angry, the summer I did not call him more angry is that he did not give me a call. Angrily I went to his brother the Internet, the Internet experience of the The same age, same hobbies, his voice, his humor, his wisdom, his patience, his education, his all, no I would regard the attracted. In fact, I have not thought about how the beginning, but exchanged phone numbers. Did not think two days later, he sent information to me, so we talk every day, every day on the phone. Never mentioned it to meet. Until the day before our family moved,UGG boots, sent messages. After moving the night, I am too tired to die, this time he called. Curse me out and said he waited for a night, next day went to work. I moved some more, after all, is a network of people you know, unrealistic. He later said he was going Shanxi Tourism, said the past two days could not give me a call. But these days we have been text messaging contact. No one who forgot.
?
this way, we most lively place in Tianjin met. East Point, 10:00. Signal: mobile phone MOTO V70. That day he and I get along with a full 12 hours to 12 hours in that, I know that I finished, I fell in love with him, watching movies,UGG shoes, eating, shopping, reading, buying clothes. I still remember every detail, and now is. By bus, when I put my hand on the arm, he knocked my hand and told me dirty arm, and lifted him. In the supermarket, he bought me a bottle of ripple, it seems nothing, but good play in the back, and drink plenty of water when I'm super ashamed ah, pulsating in the bottle big, my mouth is small, the water to flow out of the But for the moment in the stream outside, catch the water with his hand, I feel ashamed of my ugly when the water choke me a good, I cough side asked him how he knew I would flow out. He said, When he took my blindfold, and I asked him how, he said there are bad things, I would like turned to look, he quickly put my head twisted back. Ha, just was just a good time, I saw nothing. Hey. Passing Pizza Hut, I said: things. I can for the first time ah. But it feels great, he helped me to grant Saqie into little pieces, when I can not eat seafood, he picked out all the seafood. Then, a block to feed me. Really so happy, so happy. Although it is small, but the impact of shares kept warm in my heart. Think he is my prince. Later, a woman hit my cell phone looking for him, I feel very strange, because the woman his phone number and not the same as only the last three, I asked him. He and I confessed everything. In fact, he and my age Cihao Duo, 7 years old, a full 7 years, he has a formal work, the woman is his girlfriend broke up a month ago. He asked me if I would also like to continue contact with him do not want to go. I do not care what the age is not a problem. He is the first I have the courage and my mother said I love boys. Mother did not object, she said the theory, two people can come together. So, I wait every day that he was my pick me up from work. Once, Tianjin, the heavy rain, as usual, he came to my house, I have always waited for him downstairs, and I and his whole body wet by rain, although an umbrella. We taxi back to his home in his bath when I saw him in Shanxi travel photos, all landscape, his love of travel, I am also, but unfortunately I was a student I am not the ideal conditions to complete Bale. He came out and said take me to buy clothes, because my body too wet. Hey, he bought me see the shirt, but is ONLY for. I've been saving. In shopping, although the rain stopped, but the ground is water, I wear the shoes, afraid of the wet, he would carry me through puddles. I think that no one can understand how how happy I am. He asked me to accompany him to travel, I have to seek the views of my mother ah. I think the most is: I thought my mother would not agree, but she is very readily agreed, and said: Did not last long, ah, his former girlfriend has been harassing me and harassing him and his family, even their company. He decided to change my phone number, and let me have changed, hey, a couple kind of thing. However, I can not change, for a mother will certainly suspect something. I did not agree. So one day he called back from the company that they led to find him, because that woman. I hear tell that he was angry, and he told me that if his parents give me a call, how to explain how and his parents. All the arrangements followed his thing. Unexpectedly, my ending is tragic, could not stand the double pressure, he finally let go, is so altogether. Perhaps that is because we have no basis to do guarantee. Suddenly a phone call is not, a message is gone. Break all contact, I am the only one silly by the telephone hoping for miracles to happen. I know how silly I was to him, I rushed all day in bed crying, and no effort even to eat, sleep effort as well. Late at night when a man listened quietly CD, then just listen to Rene Liu Hou.
considerations do not hesitate
I said, this one I'll give you flash your eyes
surprised
some more is suspect so you can go
do not believe you will change their mind and
I decided to wait for your wayward
tears in my eyes did not shed a drop of
just as you back slowly back into the heart (heart)
I'll give you six months overdue for a period of bitter
you forget not only sad but also All sweet
(You should have her publicly with)
to wait for you to prove yourself
you in my heart I can
When the person you are just passing through just
love to take some pain to the extreme before the deadline for you to forget your
really is. Mom and I dare not look the intersection, for fear she read from my eyes all. With a tired heart, will go to Hainan, mental anguish to my life malaise. Live extreme depression days. Because in this period of love, full stop, have not even draw. I think that there is always hope to continue. Romania has to find me, I really am sorry for him because I found that this summer, I think the man is not his. Breaking up is inevitable. People who, though coming back, but remained in the heart of Tianjin. I sent a message that he gave, he told me is almost hot to the cold almost. Was not careful, my heart cold, I set myself a deadline, But God is so in love with a teaser, one morning after six months,
Who knows where you are!
not still sleeping, Is true. This time the flood of tears ah. Waiting for the outcome of the last six months, no matter how, I think I won. Whatever the outcome was how, we are all the links off of 1 and a half years.
the year and a half years, there is still have a small episode. But most of all remember. In short two and half years in college, only minutes before giving me the idea to life all together. Want to get married, would like to graduate to marry him. But, after all, a dream, woke up again, leaving only pieces to memory. Used to think of these memories is like a knife, every time I think that the heart can be painful, the pain can not help but shed tears. So I was determined not from the game feeling. O ~ is to have such a mentality, it was a love in the final, suffered a crushing defeat loser!
Come on. You Yeah are the three fire.
While story is not finished, but he is one of the largest I recall, somewhere a kind of strength and then stop me continue writing, however, may be forgotten one day, I will write it ~ ~. ~!
friends a simple dialogue, I felt a cold air came to Hainan. Who can understand the heart of the sorrow and grief?
recall from germinating like to really love with, how many ups and downs along the way through. However, I only have myself witnessed everything.
primary school, hand in hand we go to the movies, he said to me, At that time the feeling of how Oh ~ He is Zhang *. A note to the first one I think a good long guy. Like penguins, penguin clothing he was wearing too. Is preceded by the kind of pocket on both sides through. Really cute, white face reveals a Run Red. Kind of get a piece of the impulse. At that time did not want to own things and the kids say, because I think they are too young, naive, and said do not understand. To buy a small notebook, the above record daily happiness. The most funny is, my bad language from primary school. Diary typo talk, but they do not know a lot of words to use the phonetic annotation. Of course, later on, to find that antique, looked a long time, laughed a long time. The diary is estimated that only I can read the.
Primary 6 years passed quickly, did not think my math's actually 100 points. Only two people got the whole class of 100. A man on a city focus. But I score only 86 points because of the language, saying on a Tianjin called School Choice students so I was assigned to belong to class to go faster. Tianjin, in addition to general secondary school choice students rise to other sources from the They are more be said to be mischievous students. I was assigned to three shifts. Class teacher and school director like me very much. Seems to be because the relationship between my mother. Class teacher to me as On the high school male students have a very good, but, hey, I think he always peeped my class. (In junior high school when I was really pretty. At least a very thin very thin.) However, newly enrolled in a school assembly soon, I met my up to now, the longest time to recover from a boy - Shen * . That good-looking does not look good, that good learning is not good to learn that playing is not playing. Which are not outstanding, I wonder how I will like him. A chase is a three-ah, unfortunately, hey no hand. In three years time, I did a minor celebrity at school. Received love letters, forced to do someone else's girlfriend (of course I indomitable Kazakhstan), containment of girls ... I said ... Well, our school was chaotic. Think of some of the names of people chasing me I do not remember. Boys seem to have a long Jinggangshan. There were many girls after him, his family and I lived quite near. At first we were friends, go home from school, he was not our class, so after he was downstairs waiting for me, I always feel ill in the eyes watching me. Proved not wrong in my perception. Do not know when to develop the bad habits. Who is to me so I will definitely talk again without him life. Because I saw of him. On Sun *, H *,UGG boots clearance, Li **, Zhang **, and so are like this, now think of it that really should not. Once, when the lunch break, my friends and I went outside to see if there anything good to sell. I just went to pick up a booth bracelet to hear a guy say, I know who. I was frightened. Is his. The next night outside waiting for me after the repair, have to send me home. He is after a few classes, I have the impression that they are never good. Vaguely remember his name * Lei. But he was one of our school bully 10. I seek in recognition of his brother was to send me home, but saw him, Crazy, I can only put up a very nasty man himself sent me home. Then I forgot how to solve his. Because there seems to have his eye on me buddy. If my friends see me now certain that I write something in the bragging. Haha. But I was always so popular, maybe they have never seen it really beautiful! In the junior high school, 9, sworn sisters, my line of five. But still, the best there is only one relationship - Cheng Li. Perhaps because she never jealous of me and my boys around it. The elder sisters and other boys took place more or less conflict because I do not want to. So far I have felt that a woman I am most sorry that Meng Na. If you can see, I'm here to say sorry for that year, if you choose to accept it. In fact, if only because then I pay you for that boy's worth. Fengfengguangguang to junior high school life, fleeting. As ordinary high school students admitted to high school line in the year is not a very easy thing, but also the best math, language is the worst.
heart with pride came to my private high school --** School, an elite school that count, at least I think so. 6000 annual sponsorship fee, so many families are discouraged. But at that time because my mom and dad are good reasons for the work, I became one of his students. Our school is just the second batch of students in this school, that is, no third year. If the big schools, only two grades, but not many people. So for the two grades to interact more, and I know the king Yanbei. Although we do not have any contact now, and I want to thank her for my help. High School, where O ~ a failure, my first love, pay **. Look at the high school has started, my dear mother, may never think that my love is that he may never know my mother as early as 16 years old I was already in love and first kiss to him. The first was Love is so sweet but hard to do. All boyfriend may be in time with him the longest. We are together, there is little elf king * do By Chen Jie, then high school, when people die like a dog I have. Kazakhstan, sat on his bike, we shuttle every street in Tianjin. Really happy, and then we returned to his home, his mother, his mother and I always joke, very good. I saw the opening of the mother. His mother, a small cool, with his study well, two people went to college with ... ... just kidding, Does not he know what his son is the kind of person thing. Because in junior high school after only regret not and with the small fry, do not feel very fun when the big sister. Pay is such a person, he is the school of public figures, of course, is negative, with all top five, for a high school student, smoking, drinking, fighting, skipping class, the girl is considered juvenile delinquents. I was with him purely pull the wind of mind. His family in good condition, but in my memory, he only bought me a rose, a bottle of Sprite, a couple rings, it would only rose in my way home to lost, so that the bottle of Sprite students drink, and that gave him the ring. Oh, and a photo, but a fire to me, in fact, was very sorry not to stay as a souvenir. Haha, in order to remember the love in the face, of course, I did not forget. And his end is because I go to work, he was every day waiting for me downstairs in the mall after work and then go home. In the eyes of others I could be happy, but I'm tired of living without passion, but also tired of the boys can not afford not dedication, that is,Bailey UGG boots, the type of small fry. Little about their future role is not, and in the eyes of others I may or bad girl, but I'm not! Missed Chen Jie, my eyes fell on the next Mrs * arts classes. Good to high-ah, and the length really good, like to wear orange, and later his sisters nickname is But they despise my people, so disappointed, ah, ha ha. We were together two physical education classes, wow, his campaign is more handsome. Each time, I secretly look. Although my body Gaobu Gao, play basketball pretty good but at least physical education teacher, so praise me. Since then I fell in love with basketball, Each time their class I go to basketball games, but also quietly cheer for him. Hey ~ again not long before his side a beautiful girl appeared, at least, really good shape, that their conscience, they are a good fit. At the time my body has begun to distort the, ah, ah good grievance better to do something sad ah. Instant to third year, we are semi-commuting-type schools. You can attend a day school high school sophomore, third year to live on campus. Because every day of the study hall to get on to 12:00 pm (Why did not feel tired? But is still alive?) Back to the dormitory is eat supper, basically instant noodles, better school conditions are good, with air conditioning, but also is open to the required time. Eat and drink enough, we started to raise flashlight under the covers began to fight. Next morning got up at 6:00. That day! The third year non-human life. At this time, he was bored when I discovered, thiophene, basketball superb, but say something hurtful, he's not long, the eyes small, but high school sophomore girls who like to watch him play basketball . Oh, forgot to say, he is our class, and it is streaming over the six classes. Once I'm so nervous, ah, he was playing basketball on the court, I heard there is a girls cheer for him, I rushed to the field like a mad man around to look for the central source, also barefoot and shout, . Now think of it felt good shame ah, hehe. I live in the 404 is a beautiful gathering place, 1 idiot, either 2, grandmother, 3 small-Hui, Cui 4, 5, is what I pulled 6 concubine. 4, it is all as the school beauty, class spend at least the characters, I think she looks like Zhang Bo Zhi. I have everything on their minds and talk to her, that her experience than I do and she put Zhao said. But a little later feel betrayed by friends taste, and now want does not matter, after all, like it was just spur of the moment, or the entrance to the partial pressure. Oh ~ entrance went well, let the teacher was shocked, I think she never dreamed college lines on my examinations, and successfully read the University is the first in our class who is away at college girls. To this end I am proud of - she had, and my family that I can only specialist in Tianjin on, let me die too cool.
through the clouds, across the Yangtze and Yellow Rivers. Haikou Meilan aircraft rest on the airport. Was 12:00 midnight, the heat wave in the air I find it difficult to breathe. God, why did I come here ah! In addition to coconut trees can not see anything. 9 # 128 is my home of four years, an obscure corner of the world where the pain gives me a place to bring me joy. The bright sound of a super sub as Na Ying Rong, like the super long Bibi, a lot of people chasing her thing, so I called her looks. She and I really have a story about endless. Meng Meng small eyes, saw that a humble niu silly, feeling as if married mad (although it turned out, I think I'm the one who married mad.) Before I came to Hainan as early as I knew our class there is also in Tianjin, I wish he was a guy, ha ha. Unfortunately, she was my roommate Super. Super-masculine, I nicknamed her, tomboy. Of course, Hamei so cute nickname on the left to myself. Land is perfect for military training, military training for 13 days because 10 days in the rain, haha. Many small episode, the most funny thing is after a heavy rain, the school's drainage system is not good, not covered drainage channel, the water flooded road in turn, can not see the foot of the road, the students one by one the thump thump on the go, the better Super easy to use my eyes. As noted later about parties, they also touch the fish in it. What people are silent. In military training, when there is a super nasty boys, but fortunately he was not in our class. Then listen to our classmates, I instructors in the military evacuation time, we all ... ..., hey, I'm embarrassed to say so. Cut did not say that, on the freshman year, every night there are people who call me to chat, I do not know how they know the phone number in our dormitory. But also on time at 11:30 midnight, for 2 hours, I was embarrassed to hang up. Hey, only they endured. Sophomore year, I began to have second boyfriend, but my friends do not recognize that he is my boyfriend, because we only dated for 3 days. Ridiculous it, that I bother to bring Ye Hao, worth mentioning that I recklessly, with no sense of why dragging each other after it, is not it. I have a boyfriend and a third name, and his interaction time is not long, it for a week, I was also the reason for breaking up him, I found no feeling, he found that he did not feel I had. And I said he broke up, gave my hand song Adu's Bear basketball great, really, he was team Polytechnic Institute, the main force in their class. Often two-thirds vote requirements, his fans a lot. After the breakup, he and a girl fall in love in their class, this is not strange, strange thing is that the female students in Tianjin. Ha. They are very affectionate. Good. The fourth boyfriend, and hey, is purely random bit out of your friends. As a necklace, because the necklace pendant. Luo, long good class assembly, eyes wide open, so thin so thin, obsessive game. One evening, 11:30, and he let me wait for him outside the building, and I put our quarters who forget, stay with me so call out, Hey, wait a pack of Crystal Love. Oh so happy, so that when the. However, the most important person in life there. As Romania does not send me on the plane home, I was angry, the summer I did not call him more angry is that he did not give me a call. Angrily I went to his brother the Internet, the Internet experience of the The same age, same hobbies, his voice, his humor, his wisdom, his patience, his education, his all, no I would regard the attracted. In fact, I have not thought about how the beginning, but exchanged phone numbers. Did not think two days later, he sent information to me, so we talk every day, every day on the phone. Never mentioned it to meet. Until the day before our family moved,UGG boots, sent messages. After moving the night, I am too tired to die, this time he called. Curse me out and said he waited for a night, next day went to work. I moved some more, after all, is a network of people you know, unrealistic. He later said he was going Shanxi Tourism, said the past two days could not give me a call. But these days we have been text messaging contact. No one who forgot.
?
this way, we most lively place in Tianjin met. East Point, 10:00. Signal: mobile phone MOTO V70. That day he and I get along with a full 12 hours to 12 hours in that, I know that I finished, I fell in love with him, watching movies,UGG shoes, eating, shopping, reading, buying clothes. I still remember every detail, and now is. By bus, when I put my hand on the arm, he knocked my hand and told me dirty arm, and lifted him. In the supermarket, he bought me a bottle of ripple, it seems nothing, but good play in the back, and drink plenty of water when I'm super ashamed ah, pulsating in the bottle big, my mouth is small, the water to flow out of the But for the moment in the stream outside, catch the water with his hand, I feel ashamed of my ugly when the water choke me a good, I cough side asked him how he knew I would flow out. He said, When he took my blindfold, and I asked him how, he said there are bad things, I would like turned to look, he quickly put my head twisted back. Ha, just was just a good time, I saw nothing. Hey. Passing Pizza Hut, I said: things. I can for the first time ah. But it feels great, he helped me to grant Saqie into little pieces, when I can not eat seafood, he picked out all the seafood. Then, a block to feed me. Really so happy, so happy. Although it is small, but the impact of shares kept warm in my heart. Think he is my prince. Later, a woman hit my cell phone looking for him, I feel very strange, because the woman his phone number and not the same as only the last three, I asked him. He and I confessed everything. In fact, he and my age Cihao Duo, 7 years old, a full 7 years, he has a formal work, the woman is his girlfriend broke up a month ago. He asked me if I would also like to continue contact with him do not want to go. I do not care what the age is not a problem. He is the first I have the courage and my mother said I love boys. Mother did not object, she said the theory, two people can come together. So, I wait every day that he was my pick me up from work. Once, Tianjin, the heavy rain, as usual, he came to my house, I have always waited for him downstairs, and I and his whole body wet by rain, although an umbrella. We taxi back to his home in his bath when I saw him in Shanxi travel photos, all landscape, his love of travel, I am also, but unfortunately I was a student I am not the ideal conditions to complete Bale. He came out and said take me to buy clothes, because my body too wet. Hey, he bought me see the shirt, but is ONLY for. I've been saving. In shopping, although the rain stopped, but the ground is water, I wear the shoes, afraid of the wet, he would carry me through puddles. I think that no one can understand how how happy I am. He asked me to accompany him to travel, I have to seek the views of my mother ah. I think the most is: I thought my mother would not agree, but she is very readily agreed, and said: Did not last long, ah, his former girlfriend has been harassing me and harassing him and his family, even their company. He decided to change my phone number, and let me have changed, hey, a couple kind of thing. However, I can not change, for a mother will certainly suspect something. I did not agree. So one day he called back from the company that they led to find him, because that woman. I hear tell that he was angry, and he told me that if his parents give me a call, how to explain how and his parents. All the arrangements followed his thing. Unexpectedly, my ending is tragic, could not stand the double pressure, he finally let go, is so altogether. Perhaps that is because we have no basis to do guarantee. Suddenly a phone call is not, a message is gone. Break all contact, I am the only one silly by the telephone hoping for miracles to happen. I know how silly I was to him, I rushed all day in bed crying, and no effort even to eat, sleep effort as well. Late at night when a man listened quietly CD, then just listen to Rene Liu Hou.
considerations do not hesitate
I said, this one I'll give you flash your eyes
surprised
some more is suspect so you can go
do not believe you will change their mind and
I decided to wait for your wayward
tears in my eyes did not shed a drop of
just as you back slowly back into the heart (heart)
I'll give you six months overdue for a period of bitter
you forget not only sad but also All sweet
(You should have her publicly with)
to wait for you to prove yourself
you in my heart I can
When the person you are just passing through just
love to take some pain to the extreme before the deadline for you to forget your
really is. Mom and I dare not look the intersection, for fear she read from my eyes all. With a tired heart, will go to Hainan, mental anguish to my life malaise. Live extreme depression days. Because in this period of love, full stop, have not even draw. I think that there is always hope to continue. Romania has to find me, I really am sorry for him because I found that this summer, I think the man is not his. Breaking up is inevitable. People who, though coming back, but remained in the heart of Tianjin. I sent a message that he gave, he told me is almost hot to the cold almost. Was not careful, my heart cold, I set myself a deadline, But God is so in love with a teaser, one morning after six months,
Who knows where you are!
not still sleeping, Is true. This time the flood of tears ah. Waiting for the outcome of the last six months, no matter how, I think I won. Whatever the outcome was how, we are all the links off of 1 and a half years.
the year and a half years, there is still have a small episode. But most of all remember. In short two and half years in college, only minutes before giving me the idea to life all together. Want to get married, would like to graduate to marry him. But, after all, a dream, woke up again, leaving only pieces to memory. Used to think of these memories is like a knife, every time I think that the heart can be painful, the pain can not help but shed tears. So I was determined not from the game feeling. O ~ is to have such a mentality, it was a love in the final, suffered a crushing defeat loser!
Come on. You Yeah are the three fire.
While story is not finished, but he is one of the largest I recall, somewhere a kind of strength and then stop me continue writing, however, may be forgotten one day, I will write it ~ ~. ~!
In the end who is and who is to blame
Blurred in this era of youth, Who branded the imprinted whom.
said you should have already forgotten it, because I think, for you all this is just a joke. The world's too lonely, too narrow the distance between people, and you steal a look into the depths to my innocence. That is why I so easily fall in your lies. Mu Xin Xin
this year on her birthday that day, the promise of her long-awaited wish. Mother had told her that women in this life is to find a love man married his own. Good housekeeping, had an extraordinary life, a woman is the greatest happiness of life. She also was eager to own that his presence.
watch television every time the heroine, was the hero pet, was the hero love, that scenes of the scenes, she felt miserable. Because she is really not a trace of greed, she just want to have a love of her men, tend to baby her. Just want to have taken her, but belong to her love.
just such a person has not appeared, though she, who had 22 years of age, desire for love that did not appear. Therefore, in this year's birthday wish she promised a want to be happy in a wish.
She always believe in miracles. She did not believe that they are not happy, but their happiness than the average person come to be late. She has been willing to wait for such happiness.
a
last winter has been reluctant to leave. Hovering in the spring of this year, seems to yearn for something.
Although a cluster of a cluster of spring flowers open. Although, white, yellow, pink and so beautiful colors of the flowers well, they are green with a movie, really is a strange beauty. But, the winter winds come one after another wanton. Spring seems to declare something.
It's like the wood at the moment would not forget the past Xin Xin. However, it is not sad, it was not missed. But remained in the hearts of spotted scars.
Speaking of which, time to Xin Xin back to the 21-year-old wood in the winter of that year. Xin Xin is the wood of that year to grow in the year. After high school, because the score is low, also because of the reason you want to escape, wood Yan Xin was a newspaper far away from their homes Vocational College. Displaced went so far, the lonely, lonely, fear, anxiety, these came over in her mind. She began to frantically obsessed with the Internet, she felt the online world is that she wants the world, chaos, dream, she was obsessed with that which would not wake up.
said when opening of her little greed, she has been longing to be loved. She is like such an idiot, a fool, in the illusory network, again and again been deceived, once again, plays addicted. Heart hurt, pain, and tired, broken, wood, the better. She is looking so crazy with crazy crying, the last crazy people who come to comfort their children from the new. However, such madness in the end, how long can sustain, and even she did not know. Because of this insistence, she is really tired tired.
fantasy and reality in the end prove who is who in the real, shed tears, injury to the heart, but also for those who counted the what?
II Xin Xin
the log I was concerned, she did not want to recall the past, no longer dare to recall the past. And coincidentally, in such a time, my tip of the brush began to change rapidly, and thoughts began to become clear, most want to write a story. I think, are probably connected with the disease, she would lend me the text, the tip of the brush with my anger and express their inner desire. Well, I would be happy to cut her out of her story. Comfort her heart be also be healed my heart.
This is just a fiction story, but if not the reality, how would the story. I want to see people who believe the truth of the story, but please do not believe the sadness of life. As long as there is life there will be stories, continuous ups and downs mind time after time.
three
know when a person most likely to indulge it? pain in the heart of wood Yan Xin precipitation, just a strange feeling. Perhaps not know him just a beautiful accident. He called Liu Yue, it is learned later. People online are many and complex. Mu Xin Xin you even can not believe, can you trust a stranger. In the end what is in traction, but she knew the end of the last, I know. I do not know what is added when he began to talk anyway, he is already her friend out. No words to describe the elements he does, hidden, subtle,cheap UGG boots, but it also true with. Wood Xin Xin's words, he is not funny, just love the poor, he does not open, it is very funny, he does not really, but his words can make people believe. Anyway, it is like talking with him, is perhaps the wood like Yan Xin is the kind of feeling.
the beginning, they just have a ride no one's leisure. Later on, chat with him almost a wood Xin Xin's a habit, a desire. The daily chat with him online every day while. Even if he was really rude to talk when you want to talk a few words, do not want to talk to say stay away, he kept acknowledge me. For this, the wood gas Yan Xin really do not have, although we talk in the mouth may, in fact, nothing really mind. She thought that they would continue. But, people are all greedy, he is no exception. She is no exception. Often are so right, know that to want to know a little. He asked her name, she said, and he asked for her phone number,UGG shoes, she said. Even the Spring Festival that year, he said, to follow her, ask her for it? She said, you can.
but he did not know, never said a boy to catch her. She really deeply believed the boy called Liu Yue every word. She even thought that his life has been a little bit close to the spring itself. Some thoughts in the minds of wood to start Yan Xin. She was thinking, Liu Yue is different now, he did not start to ask his name, did not ask their phone number, but does not require video. She felt this point, they are the same bar. Because wood Xin Xin is also very strange friends who hate to ask for their West, and some even requested video. Let those who are despised wood Yan Xin great. Therefore, Liu Yue said the moment to pursue his own wood in the hearts of Yan Xin has convinced the heaven to give her feelings.
So, the little wooden Xin Xin began as the dream like a fool to imagine everything. She was immersed in the dream can not wake up.
Liu Yue began to send text messages to her every day, one,UGGs, two, even five, six ... In fact, the number of trees have not been Xin Xin and Liu Yue will give her a number of text messages a day. Anyway, he made one, she will return one. In this case, wood Yan Xin one hundred twenty monthly free SMS is always sent over a few days early. Xin Xin is for wood, and some feel it should be that in this temperature rise to a gyrus.
say that women are the most soft heart, and I feel wood Xin Xin will be soft-hearted women reached a peak. She said In fact, has fallen in love, right?
I mentioned here, also followed my heart trembling wood Yan Xin. Love, desire but fear. Mu Xin Xin unable to bear so much over and over again. But I have clearly felt that her dependence on him. Love is not feeling the outset, and more from the dependent begin. Used when there is a feeling, leaving would be a pain in my heart.
story continues. Mu Xin Xin not remember, in the end is when Chou Chou Liu wants her music. Ask for pictures as she (Wood Yan Xin's photo). She began to refuse, she is always afraid, afraid of reality too quickly, too afraid to severe injury. Because she always felt, what the story does not always belong to her. She wanted happiness, and always very far away from her. So, she is not, really cold feet. However, Liu Yue refused to talk to him every time they asked her for pictures. She no alternative but to say back, back to you. Said that he needs, she lost. He finally said to her once again when the sentence, said excitedly, Mu Xin Xin's heart good hard, she thought, but was not afraid to do. She may never learn that the initiative.
then only his own initiative, she will be passive to do it.
received his pictures sent by (Liu Yue photo) when the wood Xin Xin do not know whether to laugh or cry. Heart felt weird. Looked at the picture, there is a strange familiarity with the real. This is my feeling. Perhaps this should also be true of wood Xin Xin portrayal of the inner bar.
he made, she only with him, but also with his heart. Took a random distributed to him.
made in the past she would regret it, she was thinking of this decision must be a mistake. And he, long time no words. Xin Xin had to go to other wood, wait for bits and pieces Liu Yue.
about, really long time later. Mu Xin Xin Yue Liu received the information, he said she was naive, and he gave her a piece of the picture. She laughed, a good laugh rampant, first secretly in the heart of the music. He did not know, she like others said she was naive, she was a child the meaning of that childish. He is not be as painful as a child to hurt her. Of course, this is just wishful thinking wood Yan Xin. At least, for him, she can never know his true thoughts.
IV
seems, are still laughs wood Yan Xin's mind remained. But can not tell the sky is bright or dark.
lot of things should not be in the wood Yan Xin imagined it. Yan Xin to take the original wooden words,
night he sent messages to her, talked of what made a few, she did not remember. Only thing I know, they chat, just remember him saying,
she changed her status, she left a message in his room. Such as in goodbye, but also like to retain. She did not know his thoughts, but stubborn in denial, in denial.
However, the next day, he a message to her. But, I do not know why, wood Xin Xin felt sorry for her, this joke can easily open it? She really do not know, do not know their own in the end understand it or not.
do not know the feelings have been very short, or after a change from that faded. SMS Liu music less and less a day, and even one at all. Met online, she ignored him, she did not how to her.
For all this, she did not want to question anything. The network could have been some false things, just a bunch of lonely people playing a game just to avoid loneliness. This game, breach of the rules of the people, only out.
she wanted to escape completely away, but he always will be when she is about to forget him. For him, she did not reject reason. Can not be said of his feeling, hard to explain why so reluctant to give up. Maybe she really just lonely; Perhaps she really wanted him to find her dependence; maybe it really is a kind of love. So. Mu Xin Xin thinking again and again in the fall, and again injured. She did not know that they can to when.
Five
seems to have been the end of the story here. In fact, I would like to tell the wood Yan Xin, told her not to indulge. All these lonely souls looking for comfort, are looking for some soul food for the hungry. Talk about feelings, how to choke thing. Why take your pure heart sinking to participate in this game? I think that she is not understand it, just hard to tell myself not to understand. That would have taken at least hopes, that she can at least tell myself that life is still very good.
we continue off and wood Xin Xin of those things. That year, she was 22 years old. Her desire to once again strengthened. The reality in her eyes more and more cruel, and even tears were too late to flow. Injury as the fog-like, covered with a layer, is wrapped inside of her, in addition to breathing hard, so that they can live, how can she do?
spring blossoms, and thanks, tree leaves left in the show to life. This winter seems to have gone, leaving only a breath of spring. But how long will pause, hot feeling in the step by step approach, the spring seems just a moment away.
such a scene like most of the wood Xin Xin's situation. Reach out and touch the spring ephemeral, there is no way to let the summer.
wood Xin Xin said: it will not play the game, and even forgotten, and he is actually not so familiar.
ah, wood Xin Xin really figured out now. Why should this game seriously.
can be used as just a joke it? So people like me is not just a joke ah. So I cry, I really do not have too many tears flow for you. But, mind had been confused because of you. This, Is is my fault, right?
Six
should be firmly decided to forget it. Liu Yue really long time did not contact wood Xin Xin. Mu Xin Xin said,
day, wood Yan Xin remember very clearly. She and friends together to Internet cafes. She saw him online, but she can not care for him, she was afraid he ignored their own. She has a really good feel less, and she really did not want to lose self-esteem. Because of her pride in there. Small, but has always been her support.
very surprised that he was to her, and he made a video to her request. She did not do too much consideration to accept his request. It was her first time should be carefully and clearly see his face it. However, Wood did not dare look Yan Xin, just glanced hurriedly put sight for elsewhere.
on and a lot of wood are not too concerned about Yan Xin. Because she knows, for him, she really did not Suansha. However, the video turned off the moment he was angry she was.
she would pull him black. However, her heart has been difficult to heal. Watching TV, movies, no interest. Open space to write from a log, as if to express the displeasure of my heart, but like in a final farewell.
I was a child, rub shoulders with you in front of you when I have always been so true, I will not pretend, because I think you are very true, I do not want to cheat, so I started believe. However, why is always the illusion, why is my fault, in the end who is over? Blurred in this young age, and who left who imprinted heart? Why do I start clinging on when you choose to leave? I'm still a child, unable to understand, not to acquire, but can not learn to bear, yes, yes I'm too serious, too serious to believe, I believe that the different meet. I, too serious I believe you. Should know, from the future are to play, I will learn to adapt to forget that rub shoulders. Xin Xin endured
Wood finished it with tears. She did not know why they should get angry, do not know why is so forbear. Just know your heart is in little twitch. However, she does not feel that this is not enough, not enough to let her heart the slightest pain dispersed. So, she made her look, a special but simple way to let him read. She does not need his answer, in fact, she knew what he would not give his answer.
still uncomfortable, head of the patch of dark clouds and it is still reluctant to leave. I can not imagine the state of mind at the time of wood Yan Xin, just tell them when she obviously felt the trembling of the heart. She said,
I think the story ends, the world is nothing but a self-made tragedy more people who play it. It's a story played out every day, more than a wooden Xin Xin staged by the drama, in fact, nothing really. However, the fact is not so.
wood Yan Xin did not know how long the thoughts churning. She even pulled his black little regret, regret that she even cares. If you do not care, would not be so angry, he would not pull the black. Why he will not learn to camouflage.
He also added her, she could not refuse. Only a moment's contemplation, she did not hesitate to add him.
you deleted me.
just a moment made a mistake, this is not added a thing.
Oh.
have also been deleted.
ah?
I deleted the others.
Why delete it?
added even accidentally, will be deleted.
Why?
not friends because of each other, hurt, not enemies because loved each other once. I've written, you did not read it?
not.
Oh.
dialogue here will come to an end. Yan Xin for the wood,UGG boots, such a dialogue, some sad, but the increase in the color. She was thinking, he deleted the man he should love love it. So, she counted Gesha?
why have pursued?
why that big a joke, since it is not love, why say the pursuit?
wood I've seen tears in the eyes Xin Xin, but it always tears in her eyes and round and round, refused to shed stubborn. Is this time, she will have all the faith out; is this time, she will have lost all innocence; that this time, she has learned love can be used when the games. But, before she did not know, so she was the only loser.
seven
I have asked friends, what kind of story is sad. The answer is really a lot, and very rich. However, I think the story did not end the first should not be the most sad.
wood Yan Xin and her story is over here. I think she and his story should not be here to end. But, Wood said Xin Xin do not want to, I do not have the heart to dig her pain. As I even understand the kind of dubious, unclear pain, to bring her in the end is how much damage.
like a madman, wood Yan Xin this girl. Do not know what he was doing, just blindly going forward. Finally, the last, very tired when at rest to know. I sympathize with her plight, and very sorry the world has less points simple.
She can never know the true idea of Liu Yue, and always stick to their own grief.
seems just a love game.
two stage
a person's grief,
interpretation in the end who is this play?
said you should have already forgotten it, because I think, for you all this is just a joke. The world's too lonely, too narrow the distance between people, and you steal a look into the depths to my innocence. That is why I so easily fall in your lies. Mu Xin Xin
this year on her birthday that day, the promise of her long-awaited wish. Mother had told her that women in this life is to find a love man married his own. Good housekeeping, had an extraordinary life, a woman is the greatest happiness of life. She also was eager to own that his presence.
watch television every time the heroine, was the hero pet, was the hero love, that scenes of the scenes, she felt miserable. Because she is really not a trace of greed, she just want to have a love of her men, tend to baby her. Just want to have taken her, but belong to her love.
just such a person has not appeared, though she, who had 22 years of age, desire for love that did not appear. Therefore, in this year's birthday wish she promised a want to be happy in a wish.
She always believe in miracles. She did not believe that they are not happy, but their happiness than the average person come to be late. She has been willing to wait for such happiness.
a
last winter has been reluctant to leave. Hovering in the spring of this year, seems to yearn for something.
Although a cluster of a cluster of spring flowers open. Although, white, yellow, pink and so beautiful colors of the flowers well, they are green with a movie, really is a strange beauty. But, the winter winds come one after another wanton. Spring seems to declare something.
It's like the wood at the moment would not forget the past Xin Xin. However, it is not sad, it was not missed. But remained in the hearts of spotted scars.
Speaking of which, time to Xin Xin back to the 21-year-old wood in the winter of that year. Xin Xin is the wood of that year to grow in the year. After high school, because the score is low, also because of the reason you want to escape, wood Yan Xin was a newspaper far away from their homes Vocational College. Displaced went so far, the lonely, lonely, fear, anxiety, these came over in her mind. She began to frantically obsessed with the Internet, she felt the online world is that she wants the world, chaos, dream, she was obsessed with that which would not wake up.
said when opening of her little greed, she has been longing to be loved. She is like such an idiot, a fool, in the illusory network, again and again been deceived, once again, plays addicted. Heart hurt, pain, and tired, broken, wood, the better. She is looking so crazy with crazy crying, the last crazy people who come to comfort their children from the new. However, such madness in the end, how long can sustain, and even she did not know. Because of this insistence, she is really tired tired.
fantasy and reality in the end prove who is who in the real, shed tears, injury to the heart, but also for those who counted the what?
II Xin Xin
the log I was concerned, she did not want to recall the past, no longer dare to recall the past. And coincidentally, in such a time, my tip of the brush began to change rapidly, and thoughts began to become clear, most want to write a story. I think, are probably connected with the disease, she would lend me the text, the tip of the brush with my anger and express their inner desire. Well, I would be happy to cut her out of her story. Comfort her heart be also be healed my heart.
This is just a fiction story, but if not the reality, how would the story. I want to see people who believe the truth of the story, but please do not believe the sadness of life. As long as there is life there will be stories, continuous ups and downs mind time after time.
three
know when a person most likely to indulge it? pain in the heart of wood Yan Xin precipitation, just a strange feeling. Perhaps not know him just a beautiful accident. He called Liu Yue, it is learned later. People online are many and complex. Mu Xin Xin you even can not believe, can you trust a stranger. In the end what is in traction, but she knew the end of the last, I know. I do not know what is added when he began to talk anyway, he is already her friend out. No words to describe the elements he does, hidden, subtle,cheap UGG boots, but it also true with. Wood Xin Xin's words, he is not funny, just love the poor, he does not open, it is very funny, he does not really, but his words can make people believe. Anyway, it is like talking with him, is perhaps the wood like Yan Xin is the kind of feeling.
the beginning, they just have a ride no one's leisure. Later on, chat with him almost a wood Xin Xin's a habit, a desire. The daily chat with him online every day while. Even if he was really rude to talk when you want to talk a few words, do not want to talk to say stay away, he kept acknowledge me. For this, the wood gas Yan Xin really do not have, although we talk in the mouth may, in fact, nothing really mind. She thought that they would continue. But, people are all greedy, he is no exception. She is no exception. Often are so right, know that to want to know a little. He asked her name, she said, and he asked for her phone number,UGG shoes, she said. Even the Spring Festival that year, he said, to follow her, ask her for it? She said, you can.
but he did not know, never said a boy to catch her. She really deeply believed the boy called Liu Yue every word. She even thought that his life has been a little bit close to the spring itself. Some thoughts in the minds of wood to start Yan Xin. She was thinking, Liu Yue is different now, he did not start to ask his name, did not ask their phone number, but does not require video. She felt this point, they are the same bar. Because wood Xin Xin is also very strange friends who hate to ask for their West, and some even requested video. Let those who are despised wood Yan Xin great. Therefore, Liu Yue said the moment to pursue his own wood in the hearts of Yan Xin has convinced the heaven to give her feelings.
So, the little wooden Xin Xin began as the dream like a fool to imagine everything. She was immersed in the dream can not wake up.
Liu Yue began to send text messages to her every day, one,UGGs, two, even five, six ... In fact, the number of trees have not been Xin Xin and Liu Yue will give her a number of text messages a day. Anyway, he made one, she will return one. In this case, wood Yan Xin one hundred twenty monthly free SMS is always sent over a few days early. Xin Xin is for wood, and some feel it should be that in this temperature rise to a gyrus.
say that women are the most soft heart, and I feel wood Xin Xin will be soft-hearted women reached a peak. She said In fact, has fallen in love, right?
I mentioned here, also followed my heart trembling wood Yan Xin. Love, desire but fear. Mu Xin Xin unable to bear so much over and over again. But I have clearly felt that her dependence on him. Love is not feeling the outset, and more from the dependent begin. Used when there is a feeling, leaving would be a pain in my heart.
story continues. Mu Xin Xin not remember, in the end is when Chou Chou Liu wants her music. Ask for pictures as she (Wood Yan Xin's photo). She began to refuse, she is always afraid, afraid of reality too quickly, too afraid to severe injury. Because she always felt, what the story does not always belong to her. She wanted happiness, and always very far away from her. So, she is not, really cold feet. However, Liu Yue refused to talk to him every time they asked her for pictures. She no alternative but to say back, back to you. Said that he needs, she lost. He finally said to her once again when the sentence, said excitedly, Mu Xin Xin's heart good hard, she thought, but was not afraid to do. She may never learn that the initiative.
then only his own initiative, she will be passive to do it.
received his pictures sent by (Liu Yue photo) when the wood Xin Xin do not know whether to laugh or cry. Heart felt weird. Looked at the picture, there is a strange familiarity with the real. This is my feeling. Perhaps this should also be true of wood Xin Xin portrayal of the inner bar.
he made, she only with him, but also with his heart. Took a random distributed to him.
made in the past she would regret it, she was thinking of this decision must be a mistake. And he, long time no words. Xin Xin had to go to other wood, wait for bits and pieces Liu Yue.
about, really long time later. Mu Xin Xin Yue Liu received the information, he said she was naive, and he gave her a piece of the picture. She laughed, a good laugh rampant, first secretly in the heart of the music. He did not know, she like others said she was naive, she was a child the meaning of that childish. He is not be as painful as a child to hurt her. Of course, this is just wishful thinking wood Yan Xin. At least, for him, she can never know his true thoughts.
IV
seems, are still laughs wood Yan Xin's mind remained. But can not tell the sky is bright or dark.
lot of things should not be in the wood Yan Xin imagined it. Yan Xin to take the original wooden words,
night he sent messages to her, talked of what made a few, she did not remember. Only thing I know, they chat, just remember him saying,
she changed her status, she left a message in his room. Such as in goodbye, but also like to retain. She did not know his thoughts, but stubborn in denial, in denial.
However, the next day, he a message to her. But, I do not know why, wood Xin Xin felt sorry for her, this joke can easily open it? She really do not know, do not know their own in the end understand it or not.
do not know the feelings have been very short, or after a change from that faded. SMS Liu music less and less a day, and even one at all. Met online, she ignored him, she did not how to her.
For all this, she did not want to question anything. The network could have been some false things, just a bunch of lonely people playing a game just to avoid loneliness. This game, breach of the rules of the people, only out.
she wanted to escape completely away, but he always will be when she is about to forget him. For him, she did not reject reason. Can not be said of his feeling, hard to explain why so reluctant to give up. Maybe she really just lonely; Perhaps she really wanted him to find her dependence; maybe it really is a kind of love. So. Mu Xin Xin thinking again and again in the fall, and again injured. She did not know that they can to when.
Five
seems to have been the end of the story here. In fact, I would like to tell the wood Yan Xin, told her not to indulge. All these lonely souls looking for comfort, are looking for some soul food for the hungry. Talk about feelings, how to choke thing. Why take your pure heart sinking to participate in this game? I think that she is not understand it, just hard to tell myself not to understand. That would have taken at least hopes, that she can at least tell myself that life is still very good.
we continue off and wood Xin Xin of those things. That year, she was 22 years old. Her desire to once again strengthened. The reality in her eyes more and more cruel, and even tears were too late to flow. Injury as the fog-like, covered with a layer, is wrapped inside of her, in addition to breathing hard, so that they can live, how can she do?
spring blossoms, and thanks, tree leaves left in the show to life. This winter seems to have gone, leaving only a breath of spring. But how long will pause, hot feeling in the step by step approach, the spring seems just a moment away.
such a scene like most of the wood Xin Xin's situation. Reach out and touch the spring ephemeral, there is no way to let the summer.
wood Xin Xin said: it will not play the game, and even forgotten, and he is actually not so familiar.
ah, wood Xin Xin really figured out now. Why should this game seriously.
can be used as just a joke it? So people like me is not just a joke ah. So I cry, I really do not have too many tears flow for you. But, mind had been confused because of you. This, Is is my fault, right?
Six
should be firmly decided to forget it. Liu Yue really long time did not contact wood Xin Xin. Mu Xin Xin said,
day, wood Yan Xin remember very clearly. She and friends together to Internet cafes. She saw him online, but she can not care for him, she was afraid he ignored their own. She has a really good feel less, and she really did not want to lose self-esteem. Because of her pride in there. Small, but has always been her support.
very surprised that he was to her, and he made a video to her request. She did not do too much consideration to accept his request. It was her first time should be carefully and clearly see his face it. However, Wood did not dare look Yan Xin, just glanced hurriedly put sight for elsewhere.
on and a lot of wood are not too concerned about Yan Xin. Because she knows, for him, she really did not Suansha. However, the video turned off the moment he was angry she was.
she would pull him black. However, her heart has been difficult to heal. Watching TV, movies, no interest. Open space to write from a log, as if to express the displeasure of my heart, but like in a final farewell.
I was a child, rub shoulders with you in front of you when I have always been so true, I will not pretend, because I think you are very true, I do not want to cheat, so I started believe. However, why is always the illusion, why is my fault, in the end who is over? Blurred in this young age, and who left who imprinted heart? Why do I start clinging on when you choose to leave? I'm still a child, unable to understand, not to acquire, but can not learn to bear, yes, yes I'm too serious, too serious to believe, I believe that the different meet. I, too serious I believe you. Should know, from the future are to play, I will learn to adapt to forget that rub shoulders. Xin Xin endured
Wood finished it with tears. She did not know why they should get angry, do not know why is so forbear. Just know your heart is in little twitch. However, she does not feel that this is not enough, not enough to let her heart the slightest pain dispersed. So, she made her look, a special but simple way to let him read. She does not need his answer, in fact, she knew what he would not give his answer.
still uncomfortable, head of the patch of dark clouds and it is still reluctant to leave. I can not imagine the state of mind at the time of wood Yan Xin, just tell them when she obviously felt the trembling of the heart. She said,
I think the story ends, the world is nothing but a self-made tragedy more people who play it. It's a story played out every day, more than a wooden Xin Xin staged by the drama, in fact, nothing really. However, the fact is not so.
wood Yan Xin did not know how long the thoughts churning. She even pulled his black little regret, regret that she even cares. If you do not care, would not be so angry, he would not pull the black. Why he will not learn to camouflage.
He also added her, she could not refuse. Only a moment's contemplation, she did not hesitate to add him.
you deleted me.
just a moment made a mistake, this is not added a thing.
Oh.
have also been deleted.
ah?
I deleted the others.
Why delete it?
added even accidentally, will be deleted.
Why?
not friends because of each other, hurt, not enemies because loved each other once. I've written, you did not read it?
not.
Oh.
dialogue here will come to an end. Yan Xin for the wood,UGG boots, such a dialogue, some sad, but the increase in the color. She was thinking, he deleted the man he should love love it. So, she counted Gesha?
why have pursued?
why that big a joke, since it is not love, why say the pursuit?
wood I've seen tears in the eyes Xin Xin, but it always tears in her eyes and round and round, refused to shed stubborn. Is this time, she will have all the faith out; is this time, she will have lost all innocence; that this time, she has learned love can be used when the games. But, before she did not know, so she was the only loser.
seven
I have asked friends, what kind of story is sad. The answer is really a lot, and very rich. However, I think the story did not end the first should not be the most sad.
wood Yan Xin and her story is over here. I think she and his story should not be here to end. But, Wood said Xin Xin do not want to, I do not have the heart to dig her pain. As I even understand the kind of dubious, unclear pain, to bring her in the end is how much damage.
like a madman, wood Yan Xin this girl. Do not know what he was doing, just blindly going forward. Finally, the last, very tired when at rest to know. I sympathize with her plight, and very sorry the world has less points simple.
She can never know the true idea of Liu Yue, and always stick to their own grief.
seems just a love game.
two stage
a person's grief,
interpretation in the end who is this play?
Wednesday, October 13, 2010
(Lunar New Year) the first month
Commonly known as Women are not allowed to stopping by the day, stopping by bad luck. Although people today do not pay attention to the women stopping by, but each day has become customary to eat dumplings.
Lunar New Year Lantern Festival Day, commonly known as the Every time, major parks, factories and mines, and the streets are covered with a variety of lanterns, night, lanterns, Shadeng, fish lamp, flower lamp, Marquee ... ... Guanghua great success, beautiful.
Baotu annual Lantern Festival in particular, is unique. A wide range of flower lights, birds lamp, lantern, lamp stories, riddles, etc., or magnificent lights, or simple and elegant, chic or smart, has a distinct local flavor. On this day, every household prevalence of eating rice balls.
In addition, before and after the Lantern Festival, Jinan's streets, full of stilted, and Pao Hanchuan, and the dragon dance, lion dance. People put some myths and legends, historical stories, and a strong desire to love and hate and good integration of this rich tradition of folk art in the nation, an increase of cheerful holiday atmosphere
> Lunar New Year two days of February, Chun Festival, popular called Li Chun Zhu Qing, Old men and children have a part to, as the spirit, relieve sore; rural popular with the ashes The custom has been continued ever since.
Ching Ming Ching Ming is China's customs
solar terms in the fifth round solar terms. The ancients attached great importance to the moral courage, and left a lot of interesting customs. Has been preserved in Jinan, for
outing
outing, also known as hiking or travel to distant lands in ancient times, now called the outing or picnic, it is Ancient every day, people gather around friends relatives, young and old, commitment to the countryside to play great spring, and then sitting around the barbecue, arrived evening and go. Jinan, a beautiful, beautiful scenery, every festival, spring bright, sunny, people Nandeng Buddhas, Traveled North Lake, picnic, fountain, tourists. This Spring's custom, has been retained to the present.
Ching Ming grave grave, fifth day of April in the Gregorian six days, people are carrying paper, incense and sacrificial offerings Shangfen for graves Tim soil, commemoration of ancestors. It is said that this practice a long time, started from the Qin Dynasty, Han Dynasty inherited the Qin system unchanged. The Tang Dynasty, the Ching Ming grave was held fixed. Tang Dynasty poet, , people worship the sweep in the ancestral tomb Tomb Sweeping Day, the Kyoto people out of rural Allure, Shino, such as City. Today, the festival has become a memory of this day martyrs, read out the day the death of their loved ones.
swing
Tomb Sweeping Festival, in Jinan urban and rural areas, but also spread the custom of swinging. Ching Ming Festival this day, young and old, dressed in dark clothes outside in the Willow, or the square in front of the street, standing for the planes, the Buddhist monk's robe crossbar, the second under the hanging rope, rope a plate under the horizontal line, the board may be in Lap sit, holding the two ropes can be floating around up and down, very fun. According to legend, this is the northern barbarian swinging a game. Warring States period, Zheng Liu Huan North only when this game will come to the Han nationality. Han, Tang has been more used in the emperor's palace and garden of the nobility were in government, and later gradually spread among the people.
Wickers and tree planting
Ching Ming is the Jinan urban and rural areas, in the past have inserted in the door Liu, women, children wearing a willow branch, willow ball customs. This custom is said to mark the Song Yuan Zhao as the town's Later, the custom of wearing Liu gradually be eliminated, and planting willow, planted willow is as powerful as ever, and, by extension, then evolved into planting trees in the Ching Ming Festival. Republic of China 4 years (1915), Ching Ming Festival was designated as Arbor Day. Now, every time before Tomb Sweeping Festival, all over the large-scale afforestation campaign. Green willow, not only to the land of infinite vitality, but also entrusted with people infinitely better hope.
Buddha Buddha released
release is a religious holiday. Eighth day of the lunar calendar for the Buddha Festival in April. China's Song dynasty had
Folk medicine syrup fry each other gifts, to the temple to burn incense charity, called the Or buy fish, turtles, snails, mussels and other aquatic animals release. Large temple pond and released within a multi-Piyou dedicated for people stocking animals. Eighth day of April, the day the legend is the birthday of Sakyamuni Buddha. Jinan, many temples in the past, released on April eighth day of Buddha is also Xiangyanchengxi. That day, Dongyue, Temple and other temples of the monk the Arctic, things are set up the altar chanting practice, many believers have also poured into the temple to fight house money. Some people also recited the mantra released, will buy the fish, turtles, snails, mussels and other aquatic animals running water all day long without a break, to express their hearts and compassion of religious piety.
Lunar New Year Dragon Boat Festival customs
May tenth, is China's traditional Dragon Boat Festival. Ancients to May, also known as Kenneth Day,
formal requirements from the Tang Dynasty, the Dragon Boat Festival is an important holiday, gradually began to pay attention to it. Jinan Dragon Boat Festival has the following characteristics: painting door character. Dragon Boat Festival this day, people will It is said that doing so is to drive Chap Ai Chi, suspended polecat. Dragon Boat Festival on this day early in the morning, people will Ai branches inserted in the door, or mugwort woven into a Drinking realgar wine, and eat dumplings. Dragon Boat Festival this Tianzao before meals, drink realgar wine first and then eat Nianmi, dates and other packages into the dumplings, drinking wine is said to kill the pests, avoiding a hundred evil, including the dumplings is to pay tribute to the patriotic poet Qu Yuan. Dai sachet, the Department of colorful silk thread. Kids wear on the wrist sachet and colorful silk tie, which is prevalent custom of Dragon Boat Festival in Jinan. Sachet is embroidered with cotton and silk into the bag was installed in addition to some realgar, herb, but also dubbed the spice vanilla install, worn on the body except foul play the role of insecticide. Long a symbol of colored multicolored lines, the Department of colored lines can yield evil spirits. Dragon Boat Festival this day, a number of celebrities in Jinan Boating Lake in the day, drink together, sing together poetry. These wind study, there has continued to this day, such as the Dragon Boat Festival on this day inserted Ai Chi, including dumplings, and today is still very healthy in Jinan.
Bi drinking tube lotus
lives in Jinan, occupies an important position. In the use of the lotus, the Jinan, there are some special customs. One of the most interesting to calculate the Bi drinking tube.
According to one paragraph into the style of Tang Dynasty in the cut off in a big lotus, Sheng on the wine, and then use a hairpin to stab the central part of the lotus opened, so the charge with the hollow stem connected. People from the suction end of the stem bearing drink, that taste was personally experienced by the literati as saying that This is to be passed to his brother's wife Tang Song Wenshi the
lotus leaves in Jinan chu hold wine, but it can be made with a unique flavor in many foods. If the fresh green leaves, slightly blanched with hot water, porridge covered in porridge, and other cool and then cooked the porridge with sugar, color Bi Weixiang, the name: little food; by doing Zhang piece of lotus leaf wrapped pork and the right amount of fried rice and lay it in the bowl, and then on the steamer, steamed Serve Eating is to eat the meat with a lotus leaf, that is delicious pork, but also the fragrance of lotus leaf, especially delicious. The same way, the chicken can also be made lotus leaf, lotus leaf fish, fine cuisine. In addition, the packaged foods with the lotus leaf is the unique customs of Jinan. Before selling the steamed food store, fried dumpling, cooked meats and pickles, etc., many of which are packaged with the lotus leaf, so that is not through oil, flooding, and do not have a fragrant taste very popular with people welcome.
addition, Jinan and eating over the past custom of bearing flowers. The Fresh, full, clean wash load after petal, hung a thin layer of egg batter, then into the pan fried, fried and sprinkle sugar, ingest, fragrant and delicious, food for thought, it is loved by the people.
Lunar New Year Lantern Festival Day, commonly known as the Every time, major parks, factories and mines, and the streets are covered with a variety of lanterns, night, lanterns, Shadeng, fish lamp, flower lamp, Marquee ... ... Guanghua great success, beautiful.
Baotu annual Lantern Festival in particular, is unique. A wide range of flower lights, birds lamp, lantern, lamp stories, riddles, etc., or magnificent lights, or simple and elegant, chic or smart, has a distinct local flavor. On this day, every household prevalence of eating rice balls.
In addition, before and after the Lantern Festival, Jinan's streets, full of stilted, and Pao Hanchuan, and the dragon dance, lion dance. People put some myths and legends, historical stories, and a strong desire to love and hate and good integration of this rich tradition of folk art in the nation, an increase of cheerful holiday atmosphere
> Lunar New Year two days of February, Chun Festival, popular called Li Chun Zhu Qing, Old men and children have a part to, as the spirit, relieve sore; rural popular with the ashes The custom has been continued ever since.
Ching Ming Ching Ming is China's customs
solar terms in the fifth round solar terms. The ancients attached great importance to the moral courage, and left a lot of interesting customs. Has been preserved in Jinan, for
outing
outing, also known as hiking or travel to distant lands in ancient times, now called the outing or picnic, it is Ancient every day, people gather around friends relatives, young and old, commitment to the countryside to play great spring, and then sitting around the barbecue, arrived evening and go. Jinan, a beautiful, beautiful scenery, every festival, spring bright, sunny, people Nandeng Buddhas, Traveled North Lake, picnic, fountain, tourists. This Spring's custom, has been retained to the present.
Ching Ming grave grave, fifth day of April in the Gregorian six days, people are carrying paper, incense and sacrificial offerings Shangfen for graves Tim soil, commemoration of ancestors. It is said that this practice a long time, started from the Qin Dynasty, Han Dynasty inherited the Qin system unchanged. The Tang Dynasty, the Ching Ming grave was held fixed. Tang Dynasty poet, , people worship the sweep in the ancestral tomb Tomb Sweeping Day, the Kyoto people out of rural Allure, Shino, such as City. Today, the festival has become a memory of this day martyrs, read out the day the death of their loved ones.
swing
Tomb Sweeping Festival, in Jinan urban and rural areas, but also spread the custom of swinging. Ching Ming Festival this day, young and old, dressed in dark clothes outside in the Willow, or the square in front of the street, standing for the planes, the Buddhist monk's robe crossbar, the second under the hanging rope, rope a plate under the horizontal line, the board may be in Lap sit, holding the two ropes can be floating around up and down, very fun. According to legend, this is the northern barbarian swinging a game. Warring States period, Zheng Liu Huan North only when this game will come to the Han nationality. Han, Tang has been more used in the emperor's palace and garden of the nobility were in government, and later gradually spread among the people.
Wickers and tree planting
Ching Ming is the Jinan urban and rural areas, in the past have inserted in the door Liu, women, children wearing a willow branch, willow ball customs. This custom is said to mark the Song Yuan Zhao as the town's Later, the custom of wearing Liu gradually be eliminated, and planting willow, planted willow is as powerful as ever, and, by extension, then evolved into planting trees in the Ching Ming Festival. Republic of China 4 years (1915), Ching Ming Festival was designated as Arbor Day. Now, every time before Tomb Sweeping Festival, all over the large-scale afforestation campaign. Green willow, not only to the land of infinite vitality, but also entrusted with people infinitely better hope.
Buddha Buddha released
release is a religious holiday. Eighth day of the lunar calendar for the Buddha Festival in April. China's Song dynasty had
Folk medicine syrup fry each other gifts, to the temple to burn incense charity, called the Or buy fish, turtles, snails, mussels and other aquatic animals release. Large temple pond and released within a multi-Piyou dedicated for people stocking animals. Eighth day of April, the day the legend is the birthday of Sakyamuni Buddha. Jinan, many temples in the past, released on April eighth day of Buddha is also Xiangyanchengxi. That day, Dongyue, Temple and other temples of the monk the Arctic, things are set up the altar chanting practice, many believers have also poured into the temple to fight house money. Some people also recited the mantra released, will buy the fish, turtles, snails, mussels and other aquatic animals running water all day long without a break, to express their hearts and compassion of religious piety.
Lunar New Year Dragon Boat Festival customs
May tenth, is China's traditional Dragon Boat Festival. Ancients to May, also known as Kenneth Day,
formal requirements from the Tang Dynasty, the Dragon Boat Festival is an important holiday, gradually began to pay attention to it. Jinan Dragon Boat Festival has the following characteristics: painting door character. Dragon Boat Festival this day, people will It is said that doing so is to drive Chap Ai Chi, suspended polecat. Dragon Boat Festival on this day early in the morning, people will Ai branches inserted in the door, or mugwort woven into a Drinking realgar wine, and eat dumplings. Dragon Boat Festival this Tianzao before meals, drink realgar wine first and then eat Nianmi, dates and other packages into the dumplings, drinking wine is said to kill the pests, avoiding a hundred evil, including the dumplings is to pay tribute to the patriotic poet Qu Yuan. Dai sachet, the Department of colorful silk thread. Kids wear on the wrist sachet and colorful silk tie, which is prevalent custom of Dragon Boat Festival in Jinan. Sachet is embroidered with cotton and silk into the bag was installed in addition to some realgar, herb, but also dubbed the spice vanilla install, worn on the body except foul play the role of insecticide. Long a symbol of colored multicolored lines, the Department of colored lines can yield evil spirits. Dragon Boat Festival this day, a number of celebrities in Jinan Boating Lake in the day, drink together, sing together poetry. These wind study, there has continued to this day, such as the Dragon Boat Festival on this day inserted Ai Chi, including dumplings, and today is still very healthy in Jinan.
Bi drinking tube lotus
lives in Jinan, occupies an important position. In the use of the lotus, the Jinan, there are some special customs. One of the most interesting to calculate the Bi drinking tube.
According to one paragraph into the style of Tang Dynasty in the cut off in a big lotus, Sheng on the wine, and then use a hairpin to stab the central part of the lotus opened, so the charge with the hollow stem connected. People from the suction end of the stem bearing drink, that taste was personally experienced by the literati as saying that This is to be passed to his brother's wife Tang Song Wenshi the
lotus leaves in Jinan chu hold wine, but it can be made with a unique flavor in many foods. If the fresh green leaves, slightly blanched with hot water, porridge covered in porridge, and other cool and then cooked the porridge with sugar, color Bi Weixiang, the name: little food; by doing Zhang piece of lotus leaf wrapped pork and the right amount of fried rice and lay it in the bowl, and then on the steamer, steamed Serve Eating is to eat the meat with a lotus leaf, that is delicious pork, but also the fragrance of lotus leaf, especially delicious. The same way, the chicken can also be made lotus leaf, lotus leaf fish, fine cuisine. In addition, the packaged foods with the lotus leaf is the unique customs of Jinan. Before selling the steamed food store, fried dumpling, cooked meats and pickles, etc., many of which are packaged with the lotus leaf, so that is not through oil, flooding, and do not have a fragrant taste very popular with people welcome.
addition, Jinan and eating over the past custom of bearing flowers. The Fresh, full, clean wash load after petal, hung a thin layer of egg batter, then into the pan fried, fried and sprinkle sugar, ingest, fragrant and delicious, food for thought, it is loved by the people.
Monday, October 11, 2010
Summer, hot weather, mosquitoes really become a big trouble
Are said to people before taking nontoxic insecticide spray, spray window after the permeability finished just fine. Popular today in the green concept, some special odor to exude a scare mosquitoes, M. buster really works you, it is safe?
made. Geranium plants is a kind of volatile nature of the plant, under normal circumstances, the plants through photosynthesis, the smell of your body out of volatile molecules. The citronellal itself has a prominent effect of insect repellent,Discount UGG boots, in many insect repellent products that are the substance at work. It follows the geranium scent molecules into the atmosphere, to insect repellent, clean air.
The smell is not like mosquitoes, which put a two basins in the interior can play a certain repellent effect. In addition, Jasmine,UGG shoes, Tuberose, mint and other plants will be essential that special smell, so that mosquitoes can not close.
However, due to smaller concentrations of volatile gases, only pots
since If you put too dense,UGG boots clearance, rich smell does give better insect repellent, but also easy to give discomfort, the worst case, can also cause headaches, nausea and other reactions,UGG boots cheap, have allergies or respiratory diseases for those who , may be a
Therefore, in the 10 square meters of space, put on the twelve,
made. Geranium plants is a kind of volatile nature of the plant, under normal circumstances, the plants through photosynthesis, the smell of your body out of volatile molecules. The citronellal itself has a prominent effect of insect repellent,Discount UGG boots, in many insect repellent products that are the substance at work. It follows the geranium scent molecules into the atmosphere, to insect repellent, clean air.
The smell is not like mosquitoes, which put a two basins in the interior can play a certain repellent effect. In addition, Jasmine,UGG shoes, Tuberose, mint and other plants will be essential that special smell, so that mosquitoes can not close.
However, due to smaller concentrations of volatile gases, only pots
since If you put too dense,UGG boots clearance, rich smell does give better insect repellent, but also easy to give discomfort, the worst case, can also cause headaches, nausea and other reactions,UGG boots cheap, have allergies or respiratory diseases for those who , may be a
Therefore, in the 10 square meters of space, put on the twelve,
Saturday, October 9, 2010
For any kind of ceremony
only if it is a family and close friends attended the small wedding, only to leave in advance for your elders as part of seat. Fashion for a large wedding, you need to prepare for seating cards, to reduce the guests to spend time to find a seat.
Traditionally, the bride's family sits on the left, the groom's family sit on the right. The more close relationship between the more sitting more forward position, parents and brothers and sisters sit on the left of the first row, if the parents divorced, want to sit separately, depending on which side of the relationship between parents is better, if you compare the relationship between father Well, let father and his current wife in the front row, the mother sitting in the second row.
for a large wedding, with seating cards will be able to solve all the problems. Seats in each card, write the names of the guests, and on the seat or chair. Seating card design must be interesting, you can hand write your guest's name to express respect for the guests.
Bride Note: In order to facilitate sit, put a seat in the attendance chart stage, the guests will be very easy to find seats for guests in need of help, will usher them into the seat.
audio equipment
microphone will make some of the bride and groom do not feel comfortable, but it is very important. Because of it, in the presence of the guests can hear your wedding vows.
small wedding unless otherwise have to use a microphone. In particular, a very beautiful decorated wedding outdoor fashion,
if the wind just seat in the same direction and the guests, there is no one can hear the pastor read the vows to lead you out.
If you think the microphone will affect the vertical and beautiful photos, you can choose lapel microphone. The groom and the priest with a lapel microphone is certainly not the problem, but it is for the bride's dress, but a challenge. If it can not hide, it had established a microphone in front of the bride!
bride tips: Before the wedding, be sure to test the audio in advance to ensure that all devices ceremony can work to ensure that all voices can be heard the scene, but not too harsh.
Traditionally, the bride's family sits on the left, the groom's family sit on the right. The more close relationship between the more sitting more forward position, parents and brothers and sisters sit on the left of the first row, if the parents divorced, want to sit separately, depending on which side of the relationship between parents is better, if you compare the relationship between father Well, let father and his current wife in the front row, the mother sitting in the second row.
for a large wedding, with seating cards will be able to solve all the problems. Seats in each card, write the names of the guests, and on the seat or chair. Seating card design must be interesting, you can hand write your guest's name to express respect for the guests.
Bride Note: In order to facilitate sit, put a seat in the attendance chart stage, the guests will be very easy to find seats for guests in need of help, will usher them into the seat.
audio equipment
microphone will make some of the bride and groom do not feel comfortable, but it is very important. Because of it, in the presence of the guests can hear your wedding vows.
small wedding unless otherwise have to use a microphone. In particular, a very beautiful decorated wedding outdoor fashion,
if the wind just seat in the same direction and the guests, there is no one can hear the pastor read the vows to lead you out.
If you think the microphone will affect the vertical and beautiful photos, you can choose lapel microphone. The groom and the priest with a lapel microphone is certainly not the problem, but it is for the bride's dress, but a challenge. If it can not hide, it had established a microphone in front of the bride!
bride tips: Before the wedding, be sure to test the audio in advance to ensure that all devices ceremony can work to ensure that all voices can be heard the scene, but not too harsh.
Friday, October 8, 2010
but also a new year
last sentence of the original poem as \love, the contribution of far-reaching. But he said modestly in the last poem: \They should be proud to read the poem: the tree was good for thinking people, not ashamed of transfer benefits (benevolent passed down from generation to generation, nothing to shame.)
Hebei Institute hosts the Chief Secretary Liu's latest Photo by: Wang A, July 11, 1988, Wuji County, Hebei Province had 13 provincial bureau-level cadres Division Provincial Discipline Inspection Commission, on a collective lawsuit against the county party secretary Liu at the joint, \Numerous messages while walking, the province Charan. Promise to send provincial joint investigation team went to the county, which begins with the story.
Hebei Institute hosts the Chief Secretary Liu's latest Photo by: Wang A, July 11, 1988, Wuji County, Hebei Province had 13 provincial bureau-level cadres Division Provincial Discipline Inspection Commission, on a collective lawsuit against the county party secretary Liu at the joint, \Numerous messages while walking, the province Charan. Promise to send provincial joint investigation team went to the county, which begins with the story.
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