Be it geese are swans, how is not willing to throw it away, put here in memory of it, so my skill enough, again repair, a large move, to ... ...
Chapter
(him)
vague impression of his grandmother, not gradually, but has never been so, especially after her death. Compared to the years in her lifetime, after the death of their loved ones recall more pieces put together with a block of time into a relatively full life. Description of many novel Road - And the more he felt that the general be mixed among the more composed of small individuals, so much of life is He almost pessimistic vision, if have to be traced back to the beginning of the life of my grandmother, but also have to use Sometimes water is split rock, sometimes stranded in rocky, sometimes linger in the mash ... ... it gets in the flow of the finer, more weak, until the fifty-year-old, partially paralyzed on crutches. Once a serious, in the third stroke, my grandmother lying on the bed completely. He looked through her thick glasses and a circle to see her, smell the rotten odor inside the house, many years later, he remembers SJ north bloom outside the window open, a whirring of a whirring down the tree head.
He fancied that she was standing under the acacia trees with bamboo poles, forced to play down the clusters of Sophora japonica L., the ground slowly covered with light green calyx and whitening of the flowers, some wild bees hovering in the air. Sophora japonica L. can be steamed to play down the food, flour and salt with a dry end to the thin sprinkle, side scatter while stirring, and let the SJ surface coated with flour and salt all at the end, into the Long Ti in steamed, then topped with a little pepper oil, sprinkle with chopped green onion, mix garlic, you can eat. His mother will do for him, always make a big tub, and he always finished. The grandmother was never cook. something! He also mentioned the voice asked again, he heard her throat sounded slightly myself slightly myself, he closed his mouth, waiting for her answer, but she still can not understand the issue of his voice, as if the water quickly into the vortex ring . He began to lose patience, take it for granted for her to find out the answer, In fact, he had to do not want to stay there. I do not know why, could not move, she will teach a cane than ever, she is more terrifying, he always worried about every moment, she suddenly sat up in bed, jump and even fly with the same Kuchai fingers firmly grasp him. And he worries in this unprovoked ventured, with a variety of reasons into the grandmother's room, attempting to provoke her, carefully, nervous manner. He is both the fear of violence from her, and looks forward to her soared. He is both willing to enter the room, can not stay long. His trick is to worry about the outcome of the game between him and grandmother, when home without an adult, my grandmother and her room is no longer black and white, they become one, the mystery seems to have some kind of evil,UGG shoes, a hissing red letter sound of the gilded serpent.
these, is his grandmother, all the impression it? Should be more than that, but only those that counts. He saw her feet hanging out of my covers, like the stars dumplings - and a tightly curled toes, scaphoid high uplift, the top of the thin skin was pale, as if out of the bone to the top of the same. Slowly he scratched her soles of the feet with your fingers to see she did not respond, but also increased the power of Naoliao look, ... ... or indifferent. Suddenly he was afraid of them, stand up and take a look at her face, her glasses after the relaxation of the eyelid.
Then sit down and observe the grotesque bird's feet - from a grandmother in itself seems to become an independent individual - he began to worry, this is not afraid of her die, but doubt blame the president of the thickness of domesticated hen's feet yellow hair, or nails are instantly become high pitched long, just like the full moon night of the werewolf that.
he does not turn eyes to stare at it a little bit of Wang Menkou back, and finally ran out, shouting, and stood in the way of cement compound, he began to laugh hysterically, feeling himself once again to escape a fear of the wound, and all this fun, just like that lasted half a month, and a wild cat's against common fascinating ... ... (2010.5.14)
(I)
< br> low-grade tobacco. He half-sat on the sofa, the whole body forward towards me, holding hands interaction, arrived in the thigh, face wrinkles, stretch, be mixed a fine light texture, it is not drying to the folds of light inside. Balcony at the moment the light hit to his profile, very sculptural.
, your mother's dress to wear for years ... ... do not know what went close? I did not remind him to continue to talk, reality, the picture I have seen. Time-burning, long since faded into dim vision blurred. Photo of my grandmother was young, hot popular at that time the first wave turned outward, sit on a single thin arm on the sofa. My impression at this time her declining health of the calf rich, the cheongsam was under the Xiece, slender fingers, on my knee. Stood a chubby boy, but the three-year-old look - is my uncle, that wrinkled clouds of the are supporting. Another slightly larger slope of girls sitting in my grandmother's feet, burning Hanamaki head, card issuers have a big bow, hand holding a bouquet of flowers, the whole body cover in a lace princess dress, the white calf socks, kicking a pair of shoes with a dark sub-loop. She was my mother, now old, photographs Shining eyes become cloudy and picked up newspapers must first find the reading glasses.
woolen material from behind the scenery seems to see that they specifically went to the studio. All this happened before in 2049, an almost completely off every era. Recovery was difficult for me to picture - prom, Shengge, rickshaw, houses, dress, Yang Yi Zi, French perfume, jazz ... ... they are not that long ago before entering the life? Are they just disappeared for some time, once again return visit? Why bring them to give me is a new experience? Coca-Cola is like drinking fresh hot the first hiccup. I perceived the progress of time, only a personal sense, and in six or seven years ago, they live this way? I suspect that the first cycle as a new beginning.
photos are proof, if I close my eyes and remind the whole world would immediately restore the static - the river in the still, the mountains in the still, the wind hung in rape, the sparrow flew over the crotch between the solidification When stopped for tiny insects over the slopes, there are blocks of clouds floating in the sky forever ... ... the Western Cape all stay in the field of vision, as if, as in the photo copy. Grandmother of the young season as fresh cream cake, the rest of the landscape like a fancy colored cream cake encrusted, they belong to the vibrant imagination, memories are dying, is that wearing a cheongsam hot focus on peaceful look on her face, side 3 / 4 face to the camera, sixteen past three p.m..
(2010.5.15)
(he was with it)
belly white, brow also has two white hair, huge size, it seems enough to have nine, ten pounds of the way, fury will bow from the entire body, ready to leap out in general. Because, he invaded and occupied its territory. But he believes that it is his.
primary school when he was about four or five year bar. Unit together with his parents moved to a new city, for the first time live in the building. The new compound is a white five-story blocks of buildings, like matchbox uniform, but most have not accommodated. Summer arrived, the empty floor in the yard full of weeds, there are twelve Long Zhaohuai during high-rise, but leaves most of the defects, the above crawling around in unbridled Huai silkworm, plump; mice, regardless of the chaos during the day and night channeling; Malu pine tree from the outside walls to climb down, lying on the cement floor open; Armadillidium nocturnal, living in grass, gravel below the danger of fooling themselves to meet quickly curled into a circle; well head is big black ants and small body big head, small brown ants, looks funny, like the head heavy sinking barely crawling as Waiwaidaodao.
afternoon after school, he would not go straight home, always swift to turn over the house walls, one to suffer a tour in the wall. His long military yellow bags belts more freely, the bags are dragged in the butt, beat the step, inside the tin stationery and pencils triangular scale ruler pen crash sound, a distinct rhythm. To the middle of the fourth family, he jumped into the yard, relying on the cement balcony railing to sit down, took out a book from the bag look. Parents are usually prohibited by the so-called martial arts, he rented from a rent book, and one day a dime. Especially good-looking, or just joined a new book to be a five cents. To save time, he must pay close attention to read.
at the moment, the whole building is also fully is his, or his self-righteous, he can arbitrarily into someone's yard. Bamboo fence export corridor sealed, and the courtyard but no locked gates leading to the room, sometimes he went in, stood empty yo, dazzling white middle of the living room, pull a section of the light switch lines. Some light does not shine there, every pull, reed crisp clicks were amplified in the echo, a kind of shocking taste. Full of damp around the damp smell of lime, a little bit of urine smell of urine gas. He stayed for a while, and sometimes ran into the corridor, step across two or even three steps of the stairs. But more often feel uninteresting, so back to the yard to sit down and concentrate on reading.
at the moment, black cat in action in another household, it has just eaten a mouse, now Chi satisfaction was, lying half awake basking in the sun on the steps. It sends the satisfaction of cooing, for a licking paws, perfunctory, and wash your face with both entertaining, one would turn over and continue snoring. It smell the smell of grass, and transpiration from the soil in the sun smell of fish, a green fly in the side going around, and sometimes it actually stopped in the nose, making it a little angry, but when the green flies fly away, are immediately forgotten.
it inspected the whole building, more than once, every floor, every room, every corner, as long as it can jump up. It does not like it, boring, cold, slippery floor, go up it does not Jiaogan. The door of each household, both strokes of the symbol with the Pink - accessibility potential, Chen Yong, Fang Hongwei, Han Xiaomei ... ... It also unaware that the site is facing abuse, not the owner of these names, although in practice it all belongs to them, it is large by a young animal abuse. He stood on the walls loudly announced: Emperor whole building!
at the moment, the wall clock refers to the twelve past four p.m..
(2010.5.16)
(I and We)
... ... I stood under the old family wings, just bid farewell to his uncle, his latest one to catch train back to the city to be fear of tomorrow to work Monday. Nine to five of life, I feel strange, so the total can ignore the importance of it for most people. Cheng uncle hurried trip to see my mother, did not enjoy about it, then. My mother and I want to send him to the train station, a bus schedule that he insisted we go back, it. you go back, go to bed earlier. I have to fear is estimated to be ten points, do not give you the phone, call back tomorrow morning - However, some contented mother, I advised her to go back and rest, and I'm going there to take advantage of peripheral vision, walk around alone, but after a long look at the growth over the school compound. She nodded and agreed.
went out walking, look up at all familiar strangeness. I have seen the floor, turn a blind eye in the house seem more real in the dim, and unlike the impression of the brand new, full of vitality. White Tower, now the wind into dark khaki, some carbon black water marks from a lot of winding down the roof, like the old woman makeup. I suddenly with a strange feeling - I was with another observation with me all this, a much smaller me. Slightly longer than the average Xiaoping Tou keep some hair, Phi straight down, messy sideburns, thin body, but the face is round and looks more like a girl. Why did he stay in the hair, because every time he is suffering hair for torture, he tried to escape. He wore a striped shirt sea, too big, seems empty. A general blue sweat pants, a character asks the two lateral side inserts. Back of the foot of a pair of brand shoes, toe protection with a yellow rubber pads ... ...
we stood empty downstairs first, there are several windows had already been revealed light yellow and white mixed. Metasequoia front of the building taller than the roof is higher, the trees swaying slightly, to a large angle to look up to see the whole, the ground seems a long dark green lawn unattended, in the shade in the wanton growth of cedar, like scattered tangled hair.
to the building, and are crafted for each yard, planting a lot of ornamental plants and flowers, a Unit of gardenia smell of incense mixed with the food came, the home yard of brown Shar Pei flutter in the iron gate, watching us through the gap, mouth issued anxious We went to the fourth stop, from the yard look messy rampant weeds, the owner has long been the move. In this light, this will be the king of the territory now? We have to smile, his laugh loud and fun, and I should only affect the mouth, although similar inner joy.
Aunt Lee you'd still at home, she should be with two children. begins with a second child. A child aged less than scouring the end! not a month, the eldest daughter also sent over the child, and she meant it that you gave her second child with, and not by the way also to bring me with you? them, they want to live. where she said she had no time to play.
good way to deal with.
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years, we have old, want to help you take also take no more. people are with a small grandchildren, I have nothing to do with your dad. to go to the supermarket did not stay by me, your dad, he does not love water and soil ... ...
... ... ... ... I do not know how to stir the stagnant air, and looked up at the clock - at last fifty.
flowers. >
(he was with them)
March 1948 Xu, Yan Cheng leisurely city aroma, camphor sides of the road exudes sticky but pleasant taste, the early release of payments Silver Flower Mizusawa in a grass-like gas in the draw slightly bitter traces persist, sweet gardenia fragrance, and plane trees dandelion seeds floating all over the place, fans of the human eye. He clearly saw a black cat walking the streets of the quiet, thick tail tilted the same flagpole, through the Central Bank, Dresdner pawnshop, Ruisheng Tang drugstore, Yu Hing Road went through Midian, gently in the corner jump, gone.
teeth child in the way he sat down, feeling chilly. Children sat on the floor like this there are many, and not unexpected. He waited for a young woman wearing a cheongsam, with three rounds of two children from the human down, in the money in her purse to the driver from the gap, including two children, a boy ran fast forward, big mouth cried, The boy ran a few steps, but seems to lose interest, his imaginary cat does not appear, or that he feared too far away from her mother? He turned around and obediently back, the woman smiled, and pulled the girl's hand welcome the past. They bought two bunches of candied fruit in the street, the children happily eating and went into the studio Liu-fang. There is a wandering Taoist priest stuck behind ebony Bob, gray hair is covered with the brown Indus Fei Xu, and he stood still, watching three men hidden in the studio's door, shaking his head in silence, suddenly scurry stride forward, a large fleeting fluttering sleeves.
My grandfather thought that even if the fight over the Communist Party, nor so fast? he did not reckon clear. At the end of tension, and in 2049 he bought a ticket, the family packed a bag and rushed to the pier, the last one boat away the ... ... life! What is life? I thought I was too young to understand fate. If I can substitute grandmother's the last of life, lying in bed, vertigo and deafness, regardless of winter and covered with blankets to no more than differences in thickness. Cheng pulls her back, combing the alley past each county, four into four of the courtyard, the courtyard is decorated with a pair of Pacific-cylinder, five towering stack of wharf wall ... ... my father is sitting together, a slight cough fold the loose again to open the city to ... ... ... ... larger and more prosperous ... ...
the current bed huddle with another boy who is curious about? Tentatively tickling her soles of the feet itching, really naughty. She wanted to frighten the touch of the toes, or he with his game, so do it, but it seems no longer dominate the lower limb operations. She despairs, but Coushang to the boy, looked at his face - must wrinkles dark spots all over the students - he said trance to understand some of the reality - the grandson is standing in front of, hey, she issued from the throat cuckoo's voice answered him, and the boy turned around and left the room.
breeze. Her fingers move, feeling life was like water, dripping from the fingers quietly.
(2010.5.18)
(he and I)
another day, his sleeves filled with mud, as he fell into a river.
spring of that year, uncharacteristically shallow water, was placed in the river bed in some stones and bricks have been to the other side, adults can easily open arms to swing the balance through, so he tried - Conquest of this never crossed the river, but its end is sitting in river mud in the wail. His hand stays in the river bed, the other hand weeping. He wah-wah tears, hope and adults came to hear his arm, Qinliang the water flow from between the fingers, dripping from the cheek side, and that the cry of the Universal Declaration of losing the general panic and pain, he saw the river on both sides mulberry twigs for straight to the top of the head,UGG boots cheap, sparse light from the blade edge through the next, and the sky green and blue and dark and dazzling, the river shines like silver eyes, a little bit away from the hand.
secretly laughing his suspicion, his eyes bent Crescent Moon, bantered. If not, why they face feel a fever? He was prepared to do not sit, do not show weakness to these imaginary enemy, and he felt cold ass, love the river more than Loach rampant. He insisted on a rock, a hard swipe stood up, pants, bags of water crashed down the stream, he was a little cry and felt miserable, but he switched between the courage and finally stopped the tears.
if not directly across from the river, he can choose another shortcut leading to the school - from the abandoned barn turned over the wall collapsed. It also requires plenty of nerve, collapsed and a half wall next to the pigpen, kept two huge plump black pigs, they are manic, the total hum with the arched mouth half the height of the wall from the unearthed, exposing the white Flower of the teeth. He suspected that one day, two animals which will become wild boar, about to break through barriers to see people bite Xianfo kill the Buddha. So every time over the wall will be nervous, timid side to act towards one side does not forget them Chanxiao pigs. They turned a deaf ear they simply hum. He wanted to, they may really not satisfied, pen stinks, who is not willing to live in their own excrement in.
very strange - he actually thought of sitting riverside in shackles in the two pigs that, if they can bring them to this day, not far from the river to wash bath, a walk. Eating grass under the tree structure of a bite, or will they feel comfortable. Even cat climbed over the stomach, and on the ground Dazhao Gun children. Pigs do it? He was not sure.
as now he can only drag the remnants go to school, they like Water Monster who tick. Wet bags, keep the name of the buttocks, the strength of heavy than usual, he heard the squeak shoes torsional twist in the issue of squeak sound of water, every step is loud and funny, he laughed and began trotting forward, so that the blame sound more cheerful rapid, and even ignored the face of the embarrassment of the students.
only can remember that - he sat at his desk edge, constantly pulled from the bag of various books, most terrifying of them all like a dog's tongue. Table with the girls laughed silently muzzled,bailey UGG boots, and he also takes into account not her pants are administered to the whole magic spell, tightly close to the skin feel awful. He suddenly Incredible! When they ran it? Cover have long been close to body temperature. He giggled, as if the mud into the sleeves own intentional ... ...
afternoon home, parents not work. Maternal grandmother quietly in bed, as always. He said: tail, if carefully identified, can also be seen around the site of the first two mustard with the size of the ears.
type of clay in a well ventilated cat on the windowsill, he thought of a few days after drying, give it coated with oil, and finally will have a colorful cat out.
You'll never given up?
. Now that I think is a toy cornet like it? large bell turned over outwards. in your dreams, do not always walk out of a team from that bell up tin soldier? , a click ... ... one, two, three, four, five. one after another coming out from the bell to start small to see the body type, once out of the speakers, to the outside space, the pace will be accompanied by rhythm for just a bigger. until almost full of my brain was not up! but as long as the fever will come. Then a shot in the shoulder or back, 'Do not think about, go play over there.' They just take it as a nightmare, a child's imagined nothing more.
wearing gray robes of the ancient priests, and sometimes becomes a woman, also from the clouds on the fly. and feel incredible, her. I also told her that she gave me the horn must be something magic. There was a time, I even suspect that grandma is not a witch? pretend not move, in fact, know everything,UGG boots clearance, what it can do. a few times fever I want to destroy the horn, but not resolved, after all, that was my favorite toy. , but also have you?
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